It's Been A While

But you know what? You still owe me an apology.

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posted by Lisa at 11:54 PM |

 
Prepping to Move

I move into my own place on Saturday. Well, technically it's Shane's place until the end of June but I won't have a roommate anymore. Saturday actually also marks the year anniversary of when I left Saint John! Can you believe it? Where does the time go?

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posted by Lisa at 2:45 PM |

 
Gloomy Weekend

Seeing as the weather has been miserable so far this weekend, you'd think I'd take advantage of being stuck indoors to pack or paint. Instead, I've been lazing around with my boy and accomplishing nothing. :P

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posted by Lisa at 9:48 AM |

 
Hey Life

Could you please stop being so messed up? Okthanx

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posted by Lisa at 8:38 PM |

 
It's Going to Be a Weird Week

Murphy's Law and all that.

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posted by Lisa at 10:59 AM |

 
New URL

So I've got a new URL. You may have noticed. You may not. :P Anyway, it's up and running, hosted and all is good.

Things have been busy. I did a show last week. 'Bestiary' with Funhouse Theatre. It was nice to finally be on stage again! I got a lot of positive feedback so hopefully the next time I audition, I'll have a better chance. :)

This week has been long. Very long. Yesterday was a disaster. Shane did something stupid. We've talked about it, and while things are not better, they will be. We love each other and we think its worth saving.

I'm so looking forward to next week. I'm off for my furlough, and I really need the time off. I'm planning on painting my new place and I'm going to start moving small things. :)

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posted by Lisa at 10:17 AM |

 
Springy Sunday

This past week seriously dragged on. Tuesday night we did cheapy Tuesday and saw 'Defiance.' It was really good - Daniel Craig was great, but I particularly enjoy Leiv What's-His-Name. He stole his scenes I thought. Sure, it wasn't the most uplifting of movies, but it was well done.

Wednesday evening was spent chillin' with my boy at my place. Thursday night we did ribs at Deli Planet with Melissa, Scott and Phil. The ribs are very tasty and the beers are cheap. :P

Friday I had to take off from work early to take Kaylee to get her stitches out. The vet was a half hour behind, which kind of sucked. Kaylee freaked out when a ginormous dog was brought in, and it took a good 5 minutes to calm her down. The stitches removal was pretty quick, and on the way home, I stopped in the grocery store to get something for supper. While I cooked, I caught up on episodes of How I Met Your Mother. I totally cried at the end. :P

Saturday I was up early-ish, read for a bit, napped and finally got up and got moving. I had leftovers for lunch, and watched "Doubt," which is excellent, btw. I walked east on Sherbrooke, and met Shane at Frontenac, and we made our way to the SAQ for some wine to take to Phil's. I can't find any of my favorite wines here. Remind me to bring some back with me from Saint John please! We spent the remainder of the afternoon snuggled on Shane's couch watching 'Kung Fu Panda.' Well, you know me and talking animals. Let's just say I enjoyed it. :)

We headed out around 6:30, a bit late as it turned out. We didn't end up getting to sit with Phil at dinner, which is too bad because he always knows the good sushi to order. Shane got to experience good quality sushi. The people at our table really liked the sashimi, which is great, but not really for the new sushi eater. They didn't bring us our dumplings either. :P The salmon sashimi was really good, and surprisingly enough, so were the octopus tentacles. My fav is always the eel - it was a little more bbq and a little less smokey, but still very tasty. After dinner, we went to Phil's, which ended up being a pretty mellow affair. We drank wine in the livingroom and talked video games and computers with his roommate Matt. It was nice to see Matt had taken a break from WoW to join the living. :P

Today, Shane and I were up kind of early. I played 'Super Swing Golf' while he make crepes (thanks babe!). We then headed downtown, and got him some lotion for his hands, and some work clothes. We then made our way out the the Jean Talon Market. The market is great. Butchers, pasta makers, fish market, fruits, veggies, flowers, cheese, you name it, they've got it and it's fresh. This is part of what I love about Montreal. There are places dedicated just to sausages (we got some fancy types to try), for example, or the shop that's all olive oil variations and spices.

I'm sitting on Shane's couch at the present. He's reading "The Watchmen" graphic novel in preparation for the movie. I recommend reading it if you haven't yet. I think we'll be making supper soon and then watching a movie. It's just getting cold out again now that the sun is going down, but it was like spring here today. I hope that's a sign that spring is coming early - I'm so over winter!

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posted by Lisa at 5:00 PM |

 
Winter Wonderland

At least, that's what Quebec City was like. Pretty, but damn cold!

Friday night, Sarah, Phil, Sean, Oscar, Shane and myself hit O'Hara's for beer o'clock and karaoke. It was a good time. Not too busy so we (by we I mean me) got to sing lots. We got back to my place around quarter after 11, just enough time for me to pack before the next bus came.

We were up bright and early on Saturday. We headed to Berri-UQAM, arriving just in time to catch the 9 am bus. We watched "Burn After Reading" and the first part of a movie called "Outlander." I enjoyed them both, but "Outlander" was pretty bad. :P We landed in Quebec City about 12 pm. We figured out where we were and where we had to go. Shane assured me that our hotel, the lovely Chateau Bellevue wasn't far, so we decided to walk. It wasn't *too* cold, but by the time we got there, we were pretty cold. We cuddled up under the covers, finished watching "Outlander" while we warmed up and went in search for food.

We went to St. Patrick's Pub, Shane having heard that it was good. It wasn't. The food was expensive. The drinks were expensive, and the stew we ordered arrived at our table cold. I wasn't impressed needless to say. After we ate, we walked until we were too cold to go any further, stopping at this fun cafe for hot chocolate. I ordered a regular mug - Shane ordered a bowl. It was very tasty, but a little rich for me.

After our hot chocolate, we went in search of an SAQ, but ended up missing it because we'd stopped in a cool little medieval shop. The stuff was gorgeous but super expensive. We wandered around a bit, finally finding a dep that was open to get some wine. We met up with Dana briefly, and arranged for her to come to our hotel after she'd gone and changed. We headed back to our room, snuggled under the covers, and cracked open some wine.

Dana joined us at around 7 pm, and we finished our drinks before venturing back out into the cold to find food. We ended up in this lovely little Italian restaurant on Ste. Louis. They had a nice table d' hote. Shane got the lasagna, Dana and I ended up getting the garlic pesto penne. It was super tasty, and it was great spending some time with Dana. It was nice to finally meet her - we've been texting and facebooking for months so it felt like we already were old friends. :) We thought about going out, but Dana had fallen last week and did a number on her tailbone, and we were kind of tired, so we parted ways with hugs (and a few tears) and headed back to our hotels.

We were up early again on Sunday, and headed downstairs for breakfast. We were a bit late, so a lot of the buffet had been picked over, but considering we hadn't realized breakfast was included, were happy anyway. We checked out around 11:30, and hopped a cab to the bus station to come home. We landed at Berri-UQAM around 3 pm.

It was nice to get back - Quebec City is lovely, but it's not as welcoming a city as Montreal, and Montreal is home now. We went to Future Shop, and used our gift cards on a 2nd Wii remote and nunchuck as well as a charger. We headed back to Shane's place, got the fixings for dinner, and spent the evening curled up on his couch. It was a good weekend in all. :)

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posted by Lisa at 9:21 PM |

 
Lazy Weekend = Crazy Monday

I had a very lazy weekend. Friday night Phil and I went to Peel Pub for some beers - Shane met us after - and we ended up staying there until after 10 pm. I crashed at Shane's place, and we pretty much did nothing all day Saturday. We only left the house to go to the store and spent most of the day watching "Rescue Me" season 2. (It's an awesome show!)

Sunday was pretty much the same. We did venture out in search of supper. We went to Le Vieux Dublin, but the kitchen is closed on Sundays. Seriously, wtf?! We ended up at Hurley's. I was craving a burger. It was okay. Hurley's does great stew and yummy fish & chips, but not so much with the burgers.

Today was madness at work. I spent the entire morning working on a report for one of my managers. By the time I ran the dozen reports I needed, and filled in all the data, while juggling my AE requests, it was 1 pm. I got it sent off, ate quick, and ran a few errands before jumping back to it. I spent the next couple hours following up on leads, and finally was able to get to the last few things on my list a little after 4 pm. Sure, the day flew by, but I was exhausted!

After work, Shane and I dropped into Indigo - I picked up a book - and then headed back to my place for food. I made tasty (low point) Indian Butter Chicken (Blue Menu, I love you), and we watched the first part of the BSG pilot. Shane's never seen the show, so I'm trying to torrent it.

I think tomorrow is movie night - I love cheapy Tuesdays :)

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posted by Lisa at 9:55 PM |

 
Saturday Morning

It was a *very* long week. Everything was back to business as usual at the office, but really it actually was *more* busy than before. Which is a good thing. There were a couple of times when I actually had stuff waiting for me to get to it. I'm glad the job is picking up because that means I'm doing my job properly. :)

Let see, Shane and I went to see 'Yes Man' for cheap night Tuesday. It was actually quite funny - I enjoyed it a lot.

Wednesday was a long day - I don't really want to get into it. But, let me just say, Shane is awesome. Seriously. Best boyfriend ever.

Thursday was spent playing a lot of catch up. After work, Phil and I went downstairs to Deli Planet for a couple of pints to unwind. Shane joined us after he was done his work. We were not out too late, but on the way home, we stopped for a few grocery type items and ended up chilling out once we got back to my place.

Yesterday the day pretty much flew by. Phil and I went late to sushi Friday and ended up eating enough sushi for 3 people between the 2 of us. I was *so* full! But, we usually go to Kanda for all you can eat. They make these awesome dragon rolls there, not to mention their chicken rolls and sashimi! Yum! Around 4:45, work slowed down a bit, which was nice. I'd been really busy all day so it was nice to have that last bit of the day to clean up my messages etc. Flav had stopped by - he had got let go last week :( - so we went downstairs with him and a couple of guys from the office to have a drink and wish him well. He's a sweet kid, I was sad to hear he'd been let go. But it's his big 2-0 on Monday, so I think he's planning on popping by again so the guys can take him out to celebrate. :)

Today I'm getting ready to take Kaylee to the vet for her second booster shot before her surgery on the 26th. I think she knows she's going out today - she got a little weirded out when I pulled out the cat carrier. The last trip was a physical and a needle, and she wasn't particularly thrilled by the whole experience. She's not the most affectionate kitty in the world, and having a strange man poking and prodding her got her pretty stressed out. I've actually got a bunch of errands to run. I've got to take her to the vet, get groceries and do laundry. Blah!

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posted by Lisa at 10:07 AM |

 
Another Year

I am now 29 and 2008 is almost over. It's been a year of very low lows and extremely high highs. Looking back, I would definitely say this year has had the most change for me.

It started badly. Very very badly with heartache and betrayal. However, sometimes getting stabbed in the back makes you faster on your feet. It certainly spurred me to move forward, and I did a lot of things that I had been putting off. Visiting Alex was probably the one that had the most impact as it made me realize that I had been living my life in slow motion.

I packed up my worldly possessions and moved to Montreal at the first of June and what a whirlwind it has been. I have made new friends, discovered who my real friends were back home, started a new job, and a new life. Montreal has been good to me and I love it. I got to check a few things off my list (seeing Madonna in October was definitely a highlight, as was dipping my foot in the Pacific at the beginning of this month) and look forward to all the new experiences ahead of me.

I'll try to keep up on my blog a little better in the new year (but I promise nothing :P).

Lots of love, and happy holidays!

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posted by Lisa at 11:51 PM |

 
Sorry!

I have been so busy!

Work is good but busy. I've got an opportunity to become the Xerox rep on site - I'm moving on to stage 2 of the process. It would mean a decent raise, no cold calling, and a different kind of stress.

I had to stop working on the show I'd been cast in. Let's just call it creative differences and leave it at that.

I've started seeing someone. We're taking it a day at a time - neither of us want to commit to anything serious. After the debacle of our previous relationships, we're both a little gun shy.

I'll try to update more later.

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posted by Lisa at 11:20 PM |

 
Am I?

You are, he said.

I'm happy.

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posted by Lisa at 12:53 AM |

 
Sorry - I'm a Slacker!

It's harder to find time to blog now that I can't access it at work! I can tell you about this past weekend, but there's been so much going on, the days kind of bleed together!

Lets see, Monday I went home early from work with a migraine. Tuesday I stayed home from work with the same migraine, and Wednesday left early again and visited a doctor to get stronger painkillers. Thursday I woke up feeling like a new woman and went to work all chipper. I spent Thursday evening hanging out with Andrea and her housemates at Marika's going away 'pantsless' party. :P I left before the streaking. lol

Friday after work I went to rehearsal for "The Color of Me," at Inter Arts. It went very well, and by 10 pm, we had what blocking we needed down etc. I met up with Shana, Marika and Andrea on St. Laurent and we ended up going to this bar just north of Fairmont and riding a mechanical bull. Yes, that's right, a mechanical bull. It was freakin' awesome! Afterwards, we got some beer from the dep and ended up sitting on Andrea's rooftop terrace and chatting. I headed home around 1 or so, whenever Shana left to go to the old man bar on Papineau since it was in the same general direction.

Saturday was a bit of a lazy day. I didn't do much during the day. I chatted with an adorably drunken Shane mid-afternoon (I love drunk dials :P) and hung out in the park a bit. I got home around 4:30, showered, ate and headed out to prep for the staged reading at 8 pm. We started at 6 pm with our warm ups and a run through. In all, it went very well. It's a lovely and thought provoking play. After, Alex and Emily, Sean, Kurt, Andrea and I went to Dieu de Ciel, a micro brewery on Laurier at Clark for a couple of brews. I had 2 of the 9% Imperial Pale Ale. Alex and Emily went home after that, but the rest of us made our way down St. Laurent, getting $2 phad thai from a noodle place and walking Kurt to the metro. Once we said our good byes to Kurt, we hit L'Absinthe where I tried, you guessed it, absinthe. It tastes rather like black licorice, which I'm not a huge fan of, but you really only need one - it packs a wallop!

Yesterday I was very lazy. I slept in, slathered on the sun block and went to Parc la Fontaine. I laid in the sun, reading, dozing and listening to tunes until 5 pm. I met Sean by his place and we went to this delightful restaurant for couscous and lamb. After dinner, I went home, showered again as I was all greasy and sticky from sun block, gathered up my laundry and hit the laundry place around the corner. It was a pretty relaxing day - there won't be many more where I can just sit in the park all day. Seriously, where has the summer gone?

Today was a good day at work. I got a good sized order and got all of my metrics. After work, I called Sarah and we talked as I stopped at Indigo to get a book (the next Laurel K. Hamilton book in the series I'm reading), stopped at Provigo (for groceries) and came home. It was nice to catch up with her. I think tomorrow I will try to get either Em or Dre on the phone. :-)

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posted by Lisa at 8:54 PM |

 
Matt = Hero

Matt came by after work tonight and he was able to save my computer. That is the good news. The bad news is that he had to wipe it clean and reinstall the operating system. Which means I lost everything - my music, photos, applications - it's all gone. I have learned a valuable lesson about backing up everything. Sigh.

I had an excellent weekend. After work, Anthony, Cheryl and her friend Penny went to O'Hara's for beer o'clock. There ended up being karaoke and we hung out there until 10:30. I got an encore! I sang Cabaret and the KJ wanted me to do All That Jazz afterwards. It was great! :-) After that, I ran home to change quickly, grab some beer and then made my way to Andrea's for the going away/welcome party. It was a great time. Andrea collects strays like me and makes sure they end up talking to the people they will get along with best. I don't know how she does it, but I'm glad she does - I'm going to miss her when she leaves in September. I ended up chatting to a fellow named Alex who's from Cape Breton. Turns out I'd met his grandfather on a number of occasions. lol Nothing like perpetuating the stereotype that all Maritimers know each other. :P I left at 3 am - I was beat!

Saturday was a relaxing day. I slept in and then went to the park to meet Ryan. He was hung over and running late, but it ended up starting to rain, so we postponed. I spent some quality time with my sketch book before getting ready to go to roller derby. It was, as usual, excellent. Plus, my team won! Woot! We partied pretty hard - I had 5 1/2 beer by the time the match ended, and I lost count at the after party. :P I walked home about 2:40, too drunk to stay any longer.

Sunday when I woke up at 9 am, I was in rough shape. :P I went back to bed after a couple of texts and didn't get out of bed until Ryan texted me around 1:30 to ask if we were still on for the park. I showered and grabbed some food and headed to Parc la Fontaine with my blankets and a sketch book. Andrea joined us and we hung out until the clouds began to look ominous. We made our way to Mont Royale, sat in a bistro of sorts, before grabbed some Thai food from a place a few blocks up. Andrea and I had a good chat about boys (:-P) before parting ways. I took it easy for the evening, although I did spend about two hours chatting with Shane before going to bed.

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posted by Lisa at 8:06 PM |

 
So...

After finally getting my internet working, I downloaded the automatic updates, restarted my computer and it crashed. Yes, it crashed. It is freezing up between the Apple loading screen and the desktop. It's a glorious blue screen of death.

Sigh.

It's not easy to get tech support from Scott via text, let me tell you. :P (Thanks for the help though Scott, I appreciate it.) Matt, the Apple guru at work, was out of the office until today, but he said he can take a look at it for me. Woot! I'm hoping that all of my data isn't lost. Even if the computer works just long enough for me to burn all of my photos etc to a disc, I'll be happy.

Let's see, what have I been up to? After a ridiculously long day of work on Thursday, I met friends for drinks. We ended up at Andrea's - who's roommate made us delicious chick pea curry - until about 12:30. I woke up Friday not feeling well, so I stayed home and ended up dozing and reading most of the day.

Saturday I went out looking for a present for Helene's birthday, to no avail. I had an idea of what I wanted and couldn't find it anywhere! I met Ryan on St. Laurent, and we spent a couple of hours just walking around and chatting. I went home, had some supper, and then went to this lovely little bar on St. Urbain at Sherbrooke called Lolita for karaoke. It was dead, so I bonded with the bartender, who's name I forgot to ask, and the owner. The owner's name is Coco - how awesome is that?! I had a few beer, sang a few songs, got a drink on the house from Coco, and headed home about 1 am.

Sunday, I slept in because I'd stayed up late reading. (I actually finished four books in the course of 5 days. I discovered Laurell K. Hamilton - it's fluffy but very enjoyable reading, and I started 'Twilight' on Sunday) I went to find some lunch, had a lovely chat with Emily, made my way home around supper time, and then got changed. I had a meeting with Adriano and Jimmy to discuss my website/press kit at 7, then I headed to Hurley's to meet Helene, Jenn, Jackie and a few others for Helene's birthday. I got there just in time to head to The Drugstore, where we met Jan and Dave, to enjoy a couple of cheap pitchers. I also realized I'd forgotten my umbrella at Hurley's, which means it's gone forever. Sigh. :P

Yesterday was a pretty long day at work. I was having a rough time getting in touch with the people I needed to talk to, and the day dragged on. I thought about going to see a movie, but didn't really want to spend that much on a movie when I thought I'd been seeing Dark Knight with Alex sometime this week. Besides, I was craving a burger, so I went to this little diner on St. Denis and Mont Royale for supper. I got home a little after 9, feeling a bit down, mopped the floor in the bathroom and kitchen and called Shane. I talked to him for about an hour and a half chatting with him. Thanks again for the cheering up Shane!

Today was another long, stressful day. Alex emailed me about 3:30 to ask if I wanted him to pick up a ticket for the 7 pm showing of Dark Knight. Unfortunately, because I'd thought it was already decided that we wouldn't go tonight, I'd booked an audition for 7:30. Oh well, Allan invited me to go with him and his roommate tomorrow night - it's not cheap night, but oh well. :)

My audition went well, but it's hard to say. It was for a short film, and I was feeling a little out of my element - I've very little experience with film/tv work. I also got caught in the rain on route. Nothing like going to an audition when you look a bit like a drowned cat. :P I think I'll make some supper shortly, and watch a movie.

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posted by Lisa at 8:36 PM |

 
Hmm...

I can't think of a clever title. :P

So I had a really good audition yesterday. At least, I felt good about it. I didn't call back, but oh well. :-) Alex had just finished his audition when I arrived, so we were able to catch up before I made my way to Greg's. We got sushi - it was very good - from a sushi place on Mont Royal at St. Laurent (too far to be a regular sushi stop for me sadly). I left about ten to 7 to meet folks for roller derby, and of course, managed to get lost. It was pouring and I got completely soaked, but I did manage to hop on the St. Laurent bus to meet Jan and Dave and we made it to the arena.

Roller Derby is awesome! I can't wait to go again. About 15 minutes into the bout I had a light bulb moment where I actually knew what was going on. Plus 2 for $5 beer. :-) After the bout, we headed to KGB for the after party. We partied there until about 1 am before heading deeper into Mile End to crash a party that Greg was at. The host was very nice about 4 strange women just showing up. On the walk home, we got followed by this drunk guy. "My name is Fernado but I'm so much more!" We managed to lose him by the time we got to St. Viateur, which was close to where Andrea lived. I hailed a cab on Mont Royal, too drunk and tired to walk any further. I got to bed around 5 am. :P

Today was a lazy day. I slept until about 11 am, and headed out about 2:20 to meet Alex for a movie. Unfortunately, he got caught up at his call back and didn't make it, but since I was already there (and a bit too hung over to do anything else) I stayed and went to 'The Hulk.' After the movie, I ran him to see what was up, and he was still in the mood for a movie, so he treated me to see "Wanted" which was awesome / terrible / awesome again. :-) I'm about to turn in - it was a very exhausting weekend and I've got a busy day ahead of me tomorrow.

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posted by Lisa at 11:24 PM |

 
Wish I Had Blogger At Work :P

Its so much more effort to blog from home!

Monday, I got a bit lost trying to find Helene and I ended up an hour late. We ate at a restaurant on Prince Arthur - I finally had moussaka but it wasn't awesome and didn't quite satisfy the craving. We walked back home, and, after discovering a mutual enjoyment of dance movies, we watched Step Up instead.

Tuesday was St. Jean Baptiste Day here in Quebec so pretty much everything was closed. It was so surreal going to work. I felt like I was in 28 Days Later. Imagine being in downtown Montreal on a Tuesday morning and only seeing about 3 people and 2 cars. Rene-Levesque, one of the busiest streets in downtown was completely deserted. The work day went very quickly though, and afterwards I went to an early show of "The Happening." I enjoyed it - I didn't really know anything about it going in, no trailer to really ruin it. :-) I walked home to work off some of the popcorn (:P), using the time to call and have a good catch up chat with Sarah.

Wednesday I got home, had a bite to eat, and then met a couple guys from work. We went to House of Jazz to see my trainer from work, Mark, play. It was a lot of fun, but the prices were a little high. We shared 3 pitchers of sangria, which ended up being about $30 a pitcher. We probably won't go there very often! I got home around midnight and then crashed out.

Thursday I met Rosanne at a shop on Parc for a vintage shoe party. I didn't really see anything that I liked - all the really cute ones were size 6 - but she found a fun purse. We walked downtown and walked around the Jazz Fest to discover that there was a homage to Leonard Cohen at Place des Arts. It was jam packed full of people, and we stayed until about 10/10:30. The Jazz Fest is super cool - they've got free shows happening all day from noon on.

Yesterday I picked up cat food, got home in dire need of a shower thanks to the humidity and then went to Allan's. He was throwing a party for our training class to celebrate the end of our classroom training (ie: excuse to get drunk together). It was a good time - I got home about 3:30 or 4. I think I'm going to hang out with Greg this afternoon, I've an audition at 3:20, and then tonight its Roller Derby! Woot! :)

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posted by Lisa at 11:52 AM |

 
The Big Post

Sat, May 31st: I was up bright and early to head to IKEA with Scott and Mare. We were there until about noon (it was a zoo) and I was able to get my new sofa bed. It was quite inexpensive, and for a small extra charge, I was able to get them to deliver it.

We started unloading the truck around 1 pm or so. It had been pouring out, but luckily it stopped long enough for us to get everything in. Unfortunately the tenant, Penny, was still in the apartment, so we had to pile everything into one room. The couch arrived around 8 pm, and I put it together while Penny finished up her packing around me. I slept on it that night as I could not put my bed together.

Sun, June 1st: Again, I was up early, this time to head to Laurier to help Emily move into her new place. I was home around 2, and was able to start unpacking my kitchen stuff. Penny started moving out around 4:30/5, and by 7, I was able to finally start unpacking. It took forever to get my bed put together, but I was able to eventually get it together and spent my first night in my new room.

Mon, June 2nd: The morning was spent unpacking, and then it was off to downtown for my 1:30 interview. It went very well - she made me a verbal offer by the end of the interview. Woot! :) I stopped in the Eaton Centre and got my new cell phone and Montreal phone number, and tried to get the internet, which was less easy than getting the new phone. I made my way back home and spent the rest of the day unpacking.

Tues, June 3rd: It was a rough day. It was raining, and I had to go the store for groceries. I walked all the way down, got my groceries and realized after everything was rung in that I'd forgotten my wallet. So I had to walk home, again, in the rain, and then back to the market. Thankfully Alex stepped up and we went to a movie - The Strangers. Creepy movie, and enjoyable (just don't think about it too much!)

Wed, June 4th: Wednesday was spent much the same way. Lots of unpacking, etc. I also went downtown to sign the papers for my new job. I went for a walk to find a library because I was starting to get desperate. :P While I was gone, Kaylee got out. I couldn't find her anywhere, and ended up calling my Mom and Sarah, a complete wreck. Thankfully, she'd just got into my neighbors' kitchen and hid out there. She came to the door and I went down to get her, extremely relieved!

Thurs, June 5th: I spent the afternoon wandering around the Plateau and Mile End with Alessandro, who had come to see the apartment earlier in the week. We parted ways around 9 pm, I did a bit more unpacking and then to bed.

Fri, June 6th: In the evening, I met Izy at her work and we hit an Irish pub downtown called Hurley's. We were eyeing a table of attractive guys, which sparked a debate about the age of one of them. I went over, asked how old he was, and returned to our table. Brave soul that he was, he followed me back (much to the giggling delight of the girls) and we ended up hanging out with them. They were all actually just in town for Grand Prix and happened to be staying at the same hostel. One was American, two were German, one Slovakian, a Scot and an Aussie. The hostel ended up being close to where I live, so they walked me most of the way home, and we parted ways.

Sat, June 7th: Em and Alex popped by so that Alex could drop off the Opera tickets. I spent the afternoon on Mont Royal for the cool sidewalk sales, and returned home in time to get ready for the opera. Alessandro met me at Place des Arts. The show was spectacular! Truly wonderful.

Sun, June 8th: I spent an hour at Parc la Fontaine before heading to Mont Royal to join Alex and Sean at the tam tams. It was Sean's birthday, so we hung out drinking beer. At one point, Sean, Alex and Dave decided to take part of the Live Action Role Playing, and rented rubber swords. The skies then opened up, and we got completely soaked. Dave and Jan kindly invited us back to their place to dry off, and then we went to a micro brewery called Benelux for Euro Hot Dogs and strong beer. :)

Mon, June 9th: My first day of work at PC Mall. I was up early and on the bus to downtown. The day flew by! The evening is a bit of a blur.

Tues, June 10th: Another fast day at the office. I bought a fan at lunch, which was much needed. Seriously, the humidity migh kill me! :P After supper, I went for a walk on Mont Royal, stopping at the Provigo to get a few groceries. I also had a good chat with Em.

Wed, June 11th: Training flew by again, and for the second time in the week, we were given lunch from the company. After work, I made my way to St. Laurent for an audition. It wasn't my best audition ever - I was nervous. Afterwards, Alex and I went to this brew pub where I got a nice cream ale, and Alex got a crazy beer that smelled (and kind of tasted) like pepperoni. Very odd! I had a good conversation with Sarah after I'd got home.

Thur, June 12th: The day went a little slower as I had caught on to what we were doing a bit faster than everyone else and spent a good portion of the day playing catch up. After work, I was finally able to bully Bell into getting my internet up and running. I then wasted the rest of the evening on Facebook, uploading pics etc. I also chatted with Helene, who I'd met Sunday, for about 2 hours.

Friday, June 13th: Friday was a good day. Work not only fed us, but gave us an extra hour. Me and the guys in my training class ended up going for a beer at the pub up the road during that extra hour. Then we discovered that Fridays are 'Ice Cream Fridays' so work gave us all ice cream bars. Yum! I made my way to Emily's after work and made chili for her house warming pot luck. It was a good time, and I met some really nice people, who invited me to hang out with them Saturday night.

Saturday, June 14th: I showed my apartment to a couple of people. The last guy to come by, Nicholas, liked the room and he and I really hit it off. We decided he'd take the room and we went for beer to celebrate. Kelly called and we met her at the Sherbrooke Metro and then we made our way to St. Denis to go to a veg Thai place. It was very tasty! We parted ways at 7, and I made my way to Vendome to check out Alex's show. I really enjoyed it (although I wasn't wild about the way they presented 'Sure Thing') and afterwards I made my way to Paulina and Ryan's. I ended up there until about 3:30. :P

Today I slept in a bit, and then met Kelly to go thrift shopping. I got two sweet dresses for $12! We made our way to Mont Royal where we went to this cool bakery/deli/coffee shop. We then spent a few hours in Parc la Fontaine - it was lovely!

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posted by Lisa at 10:02 PM |

 
Gulp

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posted by Lisa at 1:58 PM |

 
Friday Feast

Appetizer
What is the nearest big city to your home?
Saint John isn't itty bitty, but the closest bigger city would be Halifax.

Soup
On a scale of 1-10 with 10 being highest, how well do you keep secrets?
Depends on the secret. When it comes to the secrets of others, a 10. My secrets, probably an 8 - sometimes you have to talk about things.

Salad
Describe your hair (color, texture, length).
It is currently blonde and long - it falls half way down my back. My hair is fine but I have a lot of it. I need a trim because the ends are a bit fuzzy at the moment.

Main Course
What kind of driver are you? Courteous? Aggressive? Slow?
I've no idead - I don't drive. :)

Dessert
When was the last time you had a really bad week?
The end of March/first of April I was really, really sick.

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posted by Lisa at 8:31 AM |

 
So...

I emailed both the girl and her uncle and said I didn't think it would work out after all as roommates etc. I've been more and more concerned about it and he didn't reply to my original request to talk about it. Back to square one. I think I may be best to find a roommate once I move in.

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posted by Lisa at 12:03 PM |

 
What If I Was Crazy?

I didn't end up working yesterday. I was feeling sick to my stomach (when combined with a decided lack of desire to work) so I opted to stay in bed. I slept off and on all day, so obviously there was something going on as I'm not one to nap.

I was feeling a bit better by supper time, so I had some soup. The power went off a little after 6, and I spent the next ten minutes trying to find my lighter so I could use the bathroom. :P I got my stuff together and headed down to John and Sabine's for Turtles. Unfortunately Keith overslept so we didn't have enough people to play. The power came back on close to 8 pm, and Sabine and I ended up watching the first episode of 'Firefly.' She didn't hate it, but it's still too sci-fi for her tastes. I'm glad she was willing to watch with an open mind though. :)

I got home a little after 10 (after stopping for ice cream). I finished watching the ep of Veronica Mars I'd been watching before the power so rudely went out, as well as one more, and then went to bed.

I got an email from my future roommate's uncle. He's going to send me the first 3 months rent, which is good. He also seems to be thinking of sending me an additional $9000 because Elisa doesn't have a bank account, and doesn't know how else to ensure she gets her tuition and book money, etc. I suppose I could wire it to her, but that seems like a lot of money to send to a stranger. I'm starting to wonder if he's in Russia too - I just assumed he was in Montreal.

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posted by Lisa at 8:41 AM |

 
40 Questions

I'm killing some time. :P

1. What do you want for your Birthday?
That's too far away to say, but probably air or bus fare to I can get home for my birthday. :)

2. Who will be your next kiss?
Dude, please. I don't kiss and tell. :)

3. When is the last time you went to the mall?
Sunday, I stopped in with Val and Holly for Starbucks

4. Are you wearing socks right now?
No

5. When was the last time you went out of the province?
April 16 to 23. :)

6. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?
No

7. What was the last thing you had to drink?
Mega skinny latte with a caramel shot from Java Moose. Yum! :d

8. What are you wearing right now?
Black sweater, red tartan skirt, black shoes with kitten heels, a bead braclet and my pentacle necklace.

9. What was your last purchase?
See number 7. :)

10. Last food you ate?
A cookie. Not the healthiest breakfast, I know. :P

11. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
I think it was last night - Sarah called me.

12. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
No

13. Do you have a pet?
Two

14. What's the last sporting event you watched?
The Habs vs. Boston, game 7 of the first round of the eastern conference. I was in Montreal - I had to! :)

15. What's the most played song on your iTunes?
Good question. :)

16. If you could be anywhere right now, where would you be?
Scotland

17. What is the last thing you purchased online?
Airfare

18. One thing you hate about yourself?
I don't really hate anything about myself. I would improve things about myself, like my level of of physical fitness, and my eyesight.

19. What's your favorite soup?
Campbells Fiesta Vegetable

20. Do you miss anyone?
Ish

21. Last play you saw?
"Tuesdays With Morrie"

22. What are your plans for the day?
Work, a walk home, possibly dinner with Mel, I've got to do my dishes, start packing and then hang with Em for a bit.

23. Last person you msg'd?
Last email was Jay M, last text was Mel.

24. Ever go to camp?
A couple of times. I did the cadet thing for a number of years as a teenager and spent a couple summers on bases.

25. Were you an honor roll student in school?
Yes

26. What do you know about the future?
It's going to be exciting/terrifying. :)

27. Are you wearing any perfume or cologne?
No

28. Where are your best friends located?
Currently, three are at work and one is on vacation.

29. Do you have a tan?
A bit left from my trip to Montreal, but it's already fading.

30. How old do you want to be when you have kids?
Next llfetime.

31.Who was the first person who made you cry?
I don't know.

32. Do you have any tattoos or piercings?
I have 3 tattoos, and I've been contemplating a piercing.

32. Have you ever drank your pop from a straw?
Yes

33. How do you like your pop?
Diet and cold.

34. Do you like hot sauce?
Sure

35. Next time you'll take a shower?
Tonight before bed

36. What's the last movie you saw at home?
Umm... I think it was "It's All About Love"

37. What is your current mood?
Cheerful

38. Are you someone's best friend?
I think so.

39. Have you ever been to Virginia?
No

40. What are you doing right now?
This. Not working. :P

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posted by Lisa at 10:33 AM |

 
Really?

I'd ask if you were kidding, but I know you're not.

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posted by Lisa at 10:56 PM |

 
Happy Friday!

It’s been a weird week. I’ve had days that have been redonkulously busy, and then times when I had nothing to do at all. That totally makes for long days!

First, Hazen called to say that they've rented my apartment. I've got to try to remember to call to discuss my moving plans so that the new tenant knows when the apartment is available.

After work, I headed west with my co-workers for a team dinner. The caterer was a man from Hong Kong and every dish was meant to cleanse and purify the system, which was kind of cool. We had won tongs for apps with a home made chilli sauce, the first course was a pork dish, the second was steamed beef dumplings, the third was a chicken stir-fry and the last was BBQ pheasant (or something). For desert, he served some sort of butter tart that was made with 3 types of liqueurs with pecans and raisins. Then we had a tea that he makes himself with a ginger, jasmine, and a few other things that is apparently very good for balancing hormones. Everything was delicious!

After dinner he did fortune telling of sorts. He asked when our birthdays were and did horoscopes based on the Chinese signs (He said I’m year of the goat). He said that last year was a good year creatively (true) and very bad for romance and emotional upheaval (also true). He said this year will be very good for me, and that I should plan on making a move and a career change. He said that I’m creative and adventurous, and this year will be very ‘hot’ for romance, but to be wary of getting into a serious relationship because next year I’ll be so busy that anyone I’m involved with would become frustrated/jealous of the time away. He also said I should avoid buying property, children are not in my immediate future, and though it’s hard for me, I should try to save money.

My manager had never met him before we arrived, and I certainly didn’t tell him anything about me. It was so bizarre! When he started and said he foresaw a major career change and possibly a move, everyone looked completely shocked. It was kind of cool actually. :)

I got home a little after 11, and called BC Scott (there are way too many Scotts in my life :P). I actually caught him at work and we talked for a few minutes. He's going to give me a call this afternoon. I also tried Cristel, but got her voicemail so I'll try her again over the weekend.

I'm very glad it's Friday, but I've got a very busy weekend ahead of me. I've got dinner tonight with my mom and sis (yay!), brunch tomorrow with Val, Ten-o de Mayo (I'm not sure if I'll stay for the night or not...), coffee with Justin at 1:30 and D&D Sunday evening.

EDIT: D&D is cancelled. Who's free? :P

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posted by Lisa at 9:31 AM |

 
Friday Feast

Appetizer
When someone smiles at you, do you smile back?
Yes, which isn't always good. Sometimes when I smile back, they decide to talk to me and I've met some scary people. Dre tells me I'm going to have to master the mask of indifference once I move. :P

Soup
Describe the flooring in your home. Do you have carpet, hardwood, vinyl, a mix?
My current apartment as click flooring in every room, except the bathroom which has linolium. My new apartment is tiled in the kitchen and bathroom and hardwood in the bedrooms and living room.

Salad
Write a sentence with only 5 words, but all of the words have to start with the first letter of your first name.
Life lacks luster less love.

Main Course
Do you know anyone whose life has been touched by adoption?
I know a few people.

Dessert
Name 2 blue things
My eyes and my jeans.

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posted by Lisa at 9:25 AM |

 
FYI

I have the best mom EVER!!

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posted by Lisa at 1:55 PM |

 
Told Ya!

After a painful day at work, I hit the sidewalks for a brisk walk home. It was a lovely day, not too hot or cold, and I enjoyed the walk immensely. It was just what I needed to unwind a bit. I tried to reach Richard a couple of times, but I think he's working nights... I got home about 6:15, had supper, and then it was off to Turtles.

Turtles was a lot of fun. My new dice rolled awesome, I am happy to report. :P There was a great moment when I was controlling Baron (Anthony's character) and he was faced with 3 unknown liquids. I had him drink them. Unfortunately, the first two horribly disfigured him, but the third brought him back to full strength. John suggested that Anthony would 'kill' me, but I stood by the decision - he would totally do that. I also got him a cool new magic power - Fireball. After the game, John called to tell Anthony the news and asked what he would have actually done. Without hesitation, he said "Drink them." Ha ha! :) I also forfeited the tournament to let Nicole have the cybernetics - I'm leaving in 3 weeks, why does Zora need to be super powered? :P

I got home to discover that Facebook was not working properly - it kept dropping the connection or saying I wasn't hooked up to the internet. As I was streaming the latest ep of HIMYM (which is *awesome* btw), I knew it was FB and not me.

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posted by Lisa at 10:33 AM |

 
Wow

Seriously, words fail me.

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posted by Lisa at 11:37 AM |

 
The Times Top 100 Movies

Some interesting choices and changes from the AFI top 100 movies. Some I agree with, some I do not.

1. Casablanca (1942)
2. There Will Be Blood (2007)
3. ET: The Extra-Terrestrial (1982)
4. Chinatown (1974)
5. The Shining (1980)
6. Vertigo (1958)
7. Kes (1969)
8. Sunset Boulvard (1950)
9. Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind (2004)
10. The Godfather (1972)
11. The Sound of Music (1965)
12. Alien (1979)
13. 2001: A Space Odyessy (1968)
14. The Jungle Book (1967)
15. Apocalypse Now (1979)
16. Metropolis (1927)
17. Annie Hall (1977)
18. Don't Look Now (1973)
19. The Exorcist (1973)
20. The Wizard of Oz (1939)
21. Bonnie and Clyde (1967)
22. The Breakfast Club (1985)
23. Some Like It Hot (1959)
24. The Philadelphia Story (1940)
25. Picnic at Hanging Rock (1975)
26. Goodfellas (1990)
27. A Clockwork Orange (1971)
28. Gone With the Wind (1939)
29. Duck Soup (1933)
30. Rebel Without a Cause (1955)
31. His Girl Friday (1940)
32. The Empire Strikes Back (1980)
33. One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest (1975)
34. The Man Who Shot Liberty Valance (1962)
35. Withnail and I (1987)
36. Jaws (1975)
37. Beau Travail (1999)
38. Rear Window (1954)
39. The Graduate (1967)
40. The Life of Brian (1979)
41. A Star is Born (1954)
42. Blue Velvet (1986)
43. Terminator 2: Judgment Day (1991)
44. A Street Car Named Desire (1951)
45. The Life and Death of Colonel Blimp (1943)
46. All About Eve (1960)
47. Fargo (1996)
48. Shoah (1985)
49. High Society (1956)
50. Blade Runner (1982)
51. Cabaret (1972)
52. La Dolce Vita (1960)
53. Mildred Pierce (1945)
54. LA Confidential (1977)
55. The Matrix (1999)
56. Whiskey Galore! (1949)
57. Raging Bull (1980)
58. Dr. Zhivago (1965)
59. Pulp Fiction (1994)
60. The Crying Game (1992)
61. Rashomon (1950)
62. Taxi Driver (1976)
63. On the Waterfront (1954)
64. Do the Right Thing (1989)
65. The Thin Blue Line (1988)
66. Toy Story (1995)
67. The Piano (1993)
68. The Maltese Falcon (1941)
69. Hidden (2005)
70. The Conversation (1974)
71. This is Spinal Tap (1984)
72. Days of Heaven (1978)
73. Great Expectations (1946)
74. Rosemary's Baby (1968)
75. The Good, The Bad, and the Ugly (1966)
76. Blazing Saddles (1974)
77. The Apu Trilogy (1956-59)
78. The Lady Eve (1941)
79. Deliverance (1972)
80. Tokyo Story (1953)
81. North by Northwest (1959)
82. Chungking Express (1994)
83. Spartacus (1960)
84. Festen (1999)
85. Dog Day Afternoon (1975)
86. Nosferatu (1922)
87. The Silence of the Lambs (1991)
88. Wild Strawberries (1957)
89. Touch of Evil (1958)
90. Trainspotting (1996)
91. Short Cuts (1993)
92. A Bout de Souffle (1960)
93. Cool Hand Luke (1967)
94. The Towering Inferno (1974)
95. Grand Hotel (1932)
96. Lost in Translation (2003)
97. Point Break (1992)
98. My Fair Lady (1964)
99. La Belle et la Bete (1946)
100. Jurassic Park (1993)

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posted by Lisa at 8:33 AM |

 
I Need...

A more professional website I think. I've got the domain name, but now I need something professional-like to include on my CV etc. I'll keep up the blog, but I think I need to upgrade...

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posted by Lisa at 4:22 PM |

 
Bored Now.

And I don't have a 'puppy' to play with. :P

Last night I was super restless when I got home. I was in the mood for some sort of adventure, and the few people I tried to get in touch with were busy. I ended up just watching episodes of Veronica Mars and thinking about packing.

My lease arrived in the mail though, which is kind of cool. I've got to find some time to sit down with Mare so we can go over it together - it's in French. I want to make sure I'm not going to get screwed. :P

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posted by Lisa at 10:24 AM |

 
Booked!

I just booked the U-Haul truck. The more I finalize things, the more real this gets. I'm actually moving!

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posted by Lisa at 11:27 AM |

 
Why?

Some things are like a train wreck - you can't help yourself.

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posted by Lisa at 4:18 PM |

 
Friday Feast

Appetizer
What was your favorite cartoon when you were a child?
It depends on how old I was. I started with Smurfs, then Strawberry Shortcake, followed by Rainbow Bright, She-Ra and Gem. :)

Soup
Pretend you are about to get a new pet. Which animal would you pick, and what would you name it?
Totally a cat person. I don't know what I'd name him or her - I have to get to know my pet a bit first. It took almost 2 days to name Zedd and Kaylee was nameless for 3 days.

Salad
On a scale of 1-10 with 10 being highest, how much do you enjoy getting all dressed up for a special occasion?
8

Main Course
What kind of music do you listen to while you drive?
I would if I drove :)

Dessert
When was the last time you bought a clock? And in which room did you put it?
The last time I bought a clock was about 3 years ago. It was in the dining room when I lived on Duke Street. It lives in my kitchen now.

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posted by Lisa at 9:57 AM |

 
Have You Ever... (Updated)

01. Bought everyone in the bar a drink
02. Swam with wild dolphins
03. Climbed a mountain
04. Taken a Ferrari for a test drive
05. Been inside the Great Pyramid
06. Held a tarantula
07. Taken a candlelit bath with someone
08. Said 'I love you' and meant it
09. Hugged a tree
10. Bungee jumped
11. Visited Paris
12. Watched a lightning storm at sea
13. Stayed up all night long and saw the sun rise
14. Seen the Northern Lights
15. Gone to a huge sports game
16. Walked the stairs to the top of the leaning Tower of Pisa
17. Grown and eaten your own vegetables
18. Touched an iceberg
19. Slept under the stars
20. Changed a baby's diaper
21. Taken a trip in a hot air balloon
22. Watched a meteor shower
23. Gotten drunk on champagne
24. Given more than you can afford to charity
25. Looked up at the night sky through a telescope
26. Had an uncontrollable giggling fit at the worst possible moment
27. Had a food fight
28. Bet on a winning horse
29. Asked out a stranger
30. Had a snowball fight
31. Screamed as loudly as you possibly can
32. Held a lamb
33. Seen a total eclipse
34. Ridden a roller coaster
35. Hit a home run
36. Danced like a fool and not cared who was looking
37. Adopted an accent for an entire day
38. Actually felt happy about your life, even for just a moment
39. Had two hard drives for your computer
40. Visited all 50 states
41. Taken care of someone who was shit faced
42. Had amazing friends
43. Danced with a stranger in a foreign country
44. Watched wild whales
45. Stolen a sign
46. Backpacked in Europe
47. Taken a road-trip
48. Gone rock climbing
49. Midnight walk on the beach
50. Gone sky diving
51. Visited Ireland
52. Been heartbroken longer then you were actually in love
53. In a restaurant, sat at a stranger's table and had a meal with them
54. Visited Japan
55. Milked a cow
56. Alphabetized your cds
57. Pretended to be a superhero
58. Sung karaoke
59. Lounged around in bed all day
60. Posed nude in front of strangers
61. Gone scuba diving
62. Kissed in the rain
63. Played in the mud
64. Played in the rain
65. Gone to a drive-in theater
66. Visited the Great Wall of China
67. Started a business
68. Fallen in love and not had your heart broken
69. Toured ancient sites
70. Taken a martial arts class
71. Played D&D for more than 6 hours straight
72. Gotten married
73. Been in a movie
74. Crashed a party
75. Gotten divorced
76. Gone without food for 5 days
77. Made cookies from scratch
78. Won first prize in a costume contest
79. Ridden a gondola in Venice
80. Gotten a tattoo
81. Rafted the Snake River
82. Been on television news programs as an "expert"
83. Got flowers for no reason
84. Performed on stage
85. Been to Las Vegas
86. Recorded music
87. Eaten shark
88. Had a one-night stand
89. Gone to Thailand
90. Bought a house
91. Been in a combat zone
92. Buried one/both of your parents
93. Been on a cruise ship
94. Spoken more than one language fluently
95. Performed in Rocky Horror.
96. Raised children.
97. Followed your favorite band/singer on tour
98. Created and named your own constellation of stars
99. Taken an exotic bicycle tour in a foreign country
100. Picked up and moved to another city to just start over (Well, working on it)
101. Walked the Golden Gate Bridge
102. Sang loudly in the car, and didn't stop when you knew someone was looking
103. Had plastic surgery
104. Survived an accident that you shouldn't have survived.
105. Wrote articles for a large publication
106. Lost over 50 pounds
107. Held someone while they were having a flashback
108. Piloted an airplane
109. Petted a stingray
110. Broken someone's heart
111. Helped an animal give birth
112. Won money on a T.V. game show
113. Broken a bone
114. Gone on an African photo safari
115. Had a body part of yours below the neck pierced
116. Fired a rifle, shotgun, or pistol
117. Eaten mushrooms that were gathered in the wild
118. Ridden a horse
119. Had major surgery
120. Had a snake as a pet
121. Hiked to the bottom of the Grand Canyon
122. Slept for more than 30 hours over the course of 48 hours
123. Visited more foreign countries than U.S. states
124. Visited all 7 continents
125. Taken a canoe trip that lasted more than 2 days
126. Eaten kangaroo meat
127. Eaten sushi
128. Had your picture in the newspaper
129. Changed someone's mind about something you care deeply about
130. Gone back to school
131. Parasailed
132. Petted a cockroach
133. Eaten fried green tomatoes.
134. Read The Iliad - and the Odyssey
135. Selected one "important" author who you missed in school, and read
136. Killed and prepared an animal for eating
137. Skipped all your school reunions (Just the 10th so far)
138. Communicated with someone without sharing a common spoken language
139. Been elected to public office
140. Written your own computer language
141. Thought to yourself that you're living your dream
142. Had to put someone you love into hospice care
143. Built your own PC from parts
144. Sold your own artwork to someone who didn't know you
145. Had a booth at a street fair
146: Dyed your hair
147: Been a DJ
148: Shaved your head
149: Caused a car accident
150: Saved someone's life

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posted by Lisa at 12:09 PM |

 
Boo-Urns Cold!

So that tickle in my chest (that I've had forever) has again developed into a full blown cough over the course of last night, and now I'll all stuffy and headachy as well. :( Boo-frigging-urns. I'm all self-medicated, which is helping a bit, but sheesh, enough is enough all ready.

Suzy picked me up last night and we checked out the early show of "Forgetting Sarah Marshall" with Ann. It was really cute. Jason Segel is just charming, and there are some great laughs in it. I particularly got a kick out of the guy who plays Sarah's new boyfriend.

I talked to Penny last night. The apartment is definitely mine - they're mailing down the lease for me to sign. :) She may stay for June 1st depending on 1. if she can find a place or not and 2. if I find a roommate. She's rather not stay if she doesn't have to - they actually broke up and that is why they are moving :(

I also talked to Al last night, and he seems pretty keen on the idea of moving. He's going to talk to his instructor who has contacts in Montreal to see if he can get hooked up with some possible studios who may be hiring. He's going to let me know Friday or Saturday if he's in for July 1st. I can manage rent for one month on my own if I have to.

I also rec'd a note from a guy named Scott from Vancouver who is planning to move to Montreal June 1st as well. He's not bringing any furniture as he's coming from Victoria, BC, so furnished is ideal (he'd have to buy a bed and dresser of course). He gave me his number so we'll chat.

I'd rather move in with someone I know, of course, but beggars can't be choosers. :P

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posted by Lisa at 10:03 AM |

 
It May Be Okay After All

I just got a positive phone call. I'm keeping my fingers crossed - I'll know more tonight - but this apartment thing may just work out after all. :)

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posted by Lisa at 2:16 PM |

 
Don't Panic

I had a good walk home last night. I called Jay M immediately after work and talked to him for most of the walk (thanks Jay - you're a good friend). He, as usual, gave some good advice, mainly 'Don't panic.' I'm doing my best not to. I stopped at Quality and got some comfort Phad Thai, and after dinner, sent out a few emails to people seeking roommates on craigslist. Adriano called to say that the lease was ready to sign - he was also a bit upset to hear that Izy bailed because he and Penny were kind of banking on us to take over their lease for June. He said he'd talk to the landlord and see if I could sign it on my own. With luck, I'll get the apartment - it really is a nice apartment, very homey, and in a great location - and find a roomie.

I walked down to Scott and Mare's to watch HIMYM, and had a good chat with Mom while I walked. I found the ending a bit weak, but it was otherwise a great episode. It also introduced the 'Hot Diggity Dogger.' I think everyone needs one - don't you? :P

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posted by Lisa at 8:36 AM |

 
Oh no

So, my roommate just emailed to say that she actually found a 3 1/2 (a one bedroom) and upon reflection would prefer to live on her own. I can understand - if you feel you need your own space, then fine - but it totally fucks me over. I was there last week for the sole purpose of finding a place to live and now I'll probably have to take something sight unseen (or take the apartment anyway and hope I can find a roommate.

I could cry.

EDIT: Now that the initial shock if over, its not the end of the world. Sure, it sucks, but I've still got a month and both Izy and Alex have said they'd help me out. I talked to Adriano - I may still be able to get the apartment on Sherbrooke. With luck, finding a roommate won't be too difficult.

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posted by Lisa at 4:16 PM |

 
Home Again

Yesterday was a good day. I ended up spending the afternoon with Victor, who I had met Saturday night at the Buck 65 show. We hung out at Mont Royal for a bit and then made our way down Parc to Bernard to check out Bilbouquet. Bilbouquet is an ice cream parlor that makes all their ice cream and it is excellent. Victor recommended the pistachio so I got a scoop of that and a scoop of pear sorbet. Both were extremely tasty and worth the walk. It was a *very* warm day - think Saint John in July - so the ice cream was just what the doctor ordered.

After ice cream, we walked for a bit, and then decided to head downtown so I could switch my opera tickets for another night as Alex is in a show that is running on Saturday nights for 6 weeks (I think) starting May 10 (or so). On route, I realized that I'd lost my phone somewhere. Victor called it and luckily someone had picked it up and taken it to the Re/Max across the street from the ice cream parlor. As it was getting late, we parted ways after exchanging additional contact info (emails, etc) and I sprinted a block in order to catch a bus back to Bernard.

I picked up my phone (phew!) and made my way to the Outremont metro to look at a place by St. Henri. It was quite nice and it's a definite possibility. I chatted with the guy showing it for a bit, and then headed back downtown to try to find a place to get my ticket changed. Which I was unable to do. I know, I shouldn't have left it until my last day in town, but I was busy! :) I went home, stopping for some tasty take out from the Szchewan place, chatted with Sean a bit and finished watching 'Ratatouille.' In need for a familiar voice, I called Dre and talked to her for a bit. Alex got home while I was on the phone with Dre (I'm going to need a really good long distance plan :P), and we hung out for a bit before I rearranged my suitcase so it would close and went to bed.

I didn't sleep well - which is not unusual before a trip - and woke up around 5 am. I dozed for the next hour and was up and ready to go by 6:30. It took less time to get to the airport than I'd expected, which was good because it took *forever* to get checked in. Staff kept getting pulled away so check in was slowed to a crawl. I finally got to my gate a little after 8 am, had a quick bite to eat and settled in to wait until boarding (which was 20 minutes late).

The flight was, for the most part, very good. I didn't have anyone sitting next to me, so I was able to get good and comfy. I read most of the trip. The last 15 minutes was a little rough, with some turbulence and it seemed that the plane powered down a bit and slowed down. The flight attendant got called into the cockpit and she returned looking a bit nervous, but smiled at everyone before strapping into her seat. The landing was kind of shaky, but I was glad to land in one piece.

Scott picked me up (thanks Scott!) and now I'm home. It's good to see the kitties, but feels a little weird to be back. The past week was a good opportunity to get comfortable with Montreal and really reiterated how much I love the city. I can't wait to get back.

Labels: Daily Life, Food, Friends, Stuff

posted by Lisa at 11:46 AM |

 
Rocking the Riot

I met up with Sean at Cafe Frappe on St. Laurent just as the third period was starting. It was super intense in the pub - people cheering and shouting at the tv. When the game ended, everyone went nuts.

Sean and I made our way downtown, cheering with all the excited and happy fans, getting 'car-fives' from people driving by, and just generally enjoying the jovial atmosphere. St. Catherine and Peel is where the majority of people were. There were easily a few thousand people in the street, singing, cheering, a couple people had tam tams so there was some dancing. The riot cops were not really doing very much at that point (I even got my picture taken with one :P). At one point, of the bars on a side street had music blasting and people were dancing in the street.

Some guys took it into their head that they were going to try to flip a cube truck. It wouldn't have gone over, but the riot cops came to protect it. There was a minor stampede which was a little scary. I got separated from Sean and Alex, and hung on to the spoiler of a car and waited it out. Luckily it didn't last very long, and we made our way out of the area. A few people started throwing beer bottles and rocks at the police which was another incentive to get the hell out of dodge, as they say.

We hung around for a bit longer, but it was getting late and both the guys had to work early so we began making our way back down St. Catherine to the Place des Arts Metro. It was all still pretty jovial when we left, I was surprised to learn that it actually became a riot! I saw footage of a car getting torched - I'm glad we missed that. In all though, it was pretty fun to be in the streets, getting high fives from, well, everyone, cheering and singing.

Today I don't really have much in the way of plans except to check out a place by St. Henri at 7 pm. We still haven't heard about the place on Sherbrooke & Papineau - keep your fingers crossed! :)

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posted by Lisa at 11:59 AM |

 
I Love This Town

Yesterday I was up early. I won't say bright because it was 4:30 am and still very dark. Em picked me up at 5, and we were off to the airport (thanks again Em - you're the bestest!). The flight was, for the most part, good, and 10 minutes shorter than originally scheduled. This was kind of a blessing, as I had the window seat and was squeezed in next to a rather hefty gentleman in a suit who did a whole lot in the way of sweating. He also was rather mean looking and made me feel bad when I asked to get out to use the loo.

I got my baggage in record time and then set out in search of the shuttle, or l'aerobus as it is called. I was able to find it (Ou est le guichet, svp?) but arrived just in time to see it pulling away. I had to wait until the next one, which was, luckily, only 25 minutes. This took me right downtown to the bus station at Berri & UQAM. The UQAM metro is kind of the hub, so I was able to purchase my pass there (Est ce je peux achete un passe pour le semaine ici? Oui? Woot!). I got on the Metro and arrived at Alex's place about 9 am. I'd hardly slept, so I was tres fatigue! I fell into bed and napped until about 11.

I went out and visited 'Frere's,' a tiny Market about 4 blocks away on avenue Parc. I picked up stuff for chili, some yogurt, soup for lunch, and a few other things to tide me over while I'm here. I went home (Alex's place will be henceforth referred to as home during the duration of my stay), made my soup, read for a bit, and then dug into Craigslist to find possible apartment options.

Around 3, I got a call from Carlo, who I'd been chatting a bit with since March, and he invited me to come see his place and have tea. "I'll see you in 10 or 15!" So, after checking google maps, I determined what I thought would be the fastest route, and headed out to catch the Van Horne bus to Rosemont Metro. I got off at Mont Royal, went the wrong way, walked 15 minutes before I realized I went the wrong way, went back to Mont Royal, a man who saw I was lost gave me directions and I struck out for Cartier. I should have got off one stop sooner because I ended up walking a very long time. It was beautiful out though, about 17 degrees, and rue Rachel is lovely and right on Parc La Fontaine. Finally, an hour later, Carlo called. "Where are you?!" "I have no idea!" Turned out I was only a couple blocks away.

I hung out with him until about 5:30. Cool guy, but I don't think I could live with him. He seems to want someone to rent the room, not be a roommate. I promised to call before I leave for home, and agreed that we'd do something for sure once I get settled in come June.

Carlo gave me details directions and I headed out to meet Alex. I walked up Duluth, which is a great street, to St. Urbain, and we had supper again at "Santropol," that awesome sandwich place. I tried something new - the Duluth Avenue, which was blue cheese, brie, tomatoes and romaine on thick brown bread - while Alex had the Killer Tomato again. We also had tasty homemade milkshakes. :)

We wandered around St. Urbain and St. Laurent for a while after supper before heading home to have a beer and to catch up.

Today I was up early-ish, and read for a bit. I headed out at around 12:30, bought a pair of cheap sunglasses because it was 20 degrees and sunny, and headed to Cote des Neiges to meet Izy for lunch. We immediately hit it off, and enjoyed some great 'getting to know you' conversation over a tasty lunch at Talay Thai. I had deep friend tofu in peanut sauce, green curry over rice and mango salad. Yum! :d Afterwards, we spent the afternoon together, wandering around town, chatting, calling any place that had a sign that said 'a louer' and indicated it was a 4 1/2 or bigger. We looked at a couple of places, made appointments to see more, and parted ways around 6:45.

She's great! I already feel like I've known her for years. I immediately felt comfortable with her, and we had a lot of laughs and good conversation over the course of the afternoon. The clincher was when we both responded to a guy in stereo :) I got home around 7:15, and gratefully sat down with a mug of beer. :)

Labels: Daily Life, Food, Friends, Stuff

posted by Lisa at 8:13 PM |

 
Hells. Yeah.

Forecast for the next week in Montreal:

Wednesday: 16
Thursday: 20
Friday: 20
Saturday: 13
Sunday: 16
Monday: 18
Tuesday: 20

Woot!

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posted by Lisa at 2:34 PM |

 
I Want...

A new template for my blog. I've had this one for a couple of years and I'd like something a little more up to date.

Also, someone at work just pointed out that I was going to use up all of my vacation at this rate. :P

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posted by Lisa at 1:06 PM |

 
Friday Feast
A mish mash of left overs.

Appetizer
What are your plans for the upcoming weekend?
I'm hoping someone will be up for beer o'clocking tonight after work. I may yet go to see 'Script Happens' this evening - my date fell through. Tomorrow I'm hoping to be up for going for a short run, if I don't go to 'Script Happens' tonight, then I'll go tomorrow night before hitting Elwoods for 'Penny Blacks' and 'Tom Fun Orchestra.' Sunday afternoon I don't have firm plans, but we're playing D&D Sunday evening at Jay and Lisa's.

Soup
Describe your usual disposition using meteorologic terms (Partly cloudy, stormy, etc.)
Mostly sunny with occasional cloudy breaks.

Salad
Name a hobby that you tried but eventually gave up for some reason.
Hmm... The hobbies I currently have I've been doing a long time. I used to do some cross-stitching, but I rarely had time to finish projects I'd started so I stopped.

Main Course
What is the most important personality quality in a mate?
There are a number of qualities that I would hope the person I'm with has such as honesty (which is a big one), loyalty and, as I've learned, the ability and willingness to communicate.

Dessert
What is your current musical obsession?
I have a number of musical obsessions at the moment. :P The top played artists on my iPod at the moment are Art Brut, Belle & Sebastian, Bond, Camera Obscura, The Decemberists, The Dresden Dolls, Emily Haines & the Soft Skeleton, Feist, The National, The New Pornographers, Sarah Slean, Stars, and Susie Suh. My musical tastes are all over the board. :)

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posted by Lisa at 9:08 AM |

 
Friday Feast

Appetizer
Invent a new flower; give it a name and describe it.
Lisa Flower - sensitive, adaptable, honest, loyal, comes in a variety of colors

Soup
Name someone whom you think has a wonderful voice.
I think Kizzy has a very cool singing voice. Alex has a great speaking voice.

Salad
On a scale of 1 to 10 with 10 being highest, how clean do you keep your car?
10, cause I don't have a car :P

Main Course
How do you feel about poetry?
When it's good, it's really good, and when it's bad, it's really bad.

Dessert
What was the last person/place/thing you took a picture of?
Hmm... I don't really recall. I recorded 'The Daisy Antithesis' playing on the 22nd - does that count? It's a moving picture. :P

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posted by Lisa at 9:04 AM |

 
And We're Back

Seriously, what are you doing?

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posted by Lisa at 11:27 AM |

 
Solved!

The sunglasses are Skot's. Whew! I don't remember him wearing them the last time he was over, but Kaylee must have knocked them off of whatever he set them on. I'm glad that I didn't have an inept burglar. :)

I didn't quite make it through the day yesterday. I went to the doctor in the morning, and ended up going home on the 3:25 bus. I picked up a prescription, grabbed a wrap from the Market for my supper, went home and went to bed for a few hours. It was a pretty quiet evening. I dropped into Dre's to do some D&D 'house keeping' and then went home, chatted with Sarah a bit, and then went to bed.

I woke up in the middle of the night, as usual, and this time I'm glad I did. There was a power outage or surge or something at some point around 4 am and my alarm clock was flashing. This morning, I set up mobile alerts on FB. I'm sure I'll regret being able to get my wall posts and messages on my phone, but hey, if it gets too crazy, I'll just turn it off. :)

Labels: Daily Life, Friends, Gaming, Health, Stuff

posted by Lisa at 9:45 AM |

 
And...

This morning when I got up, there were a pair of sunglasses on my kitchen floor. They don't belong to me and I'm pretty sure they were not there when I went to bed. I'm a little freaked out about it because I also apparently forgot to lock my apartment door.

Nothing seems to be missing or out of place, but I don't know where they came from. They are white framed glasses. I'm hoping they belong to Skot as he was the last person I had over. Are you missing sunglasses?

Very weird...

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posted by Lisa at 8:34 AM |

 
Boycott

Let's boycott Bluesdays (aka: Tuesdays). I'll start a petition.

*sigh*

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posted by Lisa at 1:24 PM |

 
Random Rants

Because sometimes you've got to get the negativity out.

- You know what, maybe I'm busy. Busy. I am at work after all.

- That is *not* an okay thing to say to me. Ever.

- I think I know what you're doing - it's not helping. It's making it worse.

- If you ask me that one more time, I'm going to hurt you.

- It's none of your business. I'm none of your business.

- [Sarcastic]Thanks for asking. Really. And here I thought you didn't care.[/Sarcastic]

- It's not cool that you did that. Not even a little bit.

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posted by Lisa at 3:47 PM |

 
I Think I Know

What you're looking for. You won't find it here.

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posted by Lisa at 1:53 PM |

 
Friday Feast

Appetizer
Given the choice, would you prefer to live in the country or in the city?
Definitely the city

Soup
Who is the cutest kid you know?
Of all the small children I know, I'd have to say Scott's son Jack. He's a doll.

Salad
Fill in the blank: I couldn’t believe it when I heard ___________.
I couldn't believe it when I heard what you'd got me.

Main Course
If you could star in a commercial for one of your favorite products, which one would you want to advertise?
Either a shampoo or hair color commercial. Those models always have beautiful hair. :)

Dessert
What type(s) of vitamins and/or supplements do you take on a regular basis?
I don't take any, although I probably should seeing as 1. I'm made of glass and 2. I have the immune system of a radish.

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posted by Lisa at 9:08 AM |

 
Anywhere But Here

Is where I'd rather be. Seriously, longest day ever. I'm busy, but not in that good 'makes the day fly by' kind of way.

So, as a time killer, here are the top 10 songs on my iPod at the moment:

1. Doctor Blind - Emily Haines & the Soft Skeletons
2. Wild - Poe
3. Your Ex-Lover is Dead - Stars
4. Gravity - The Dresden Dolls
5. All I Want - Susie Suh
6. The Engine Driver - The Decemberists
7. What I'm Trying to Say - Stars
8. Perfect Fit - The Dresden Dolls
9. #1 Crush - Garbage
10. The Blues Will Be Blue - Belle & Sebastian

And the top played artists on my iPod at the moment:

1. Stars
2. The Dresden Dolls
3. The Decemberists
4. Emily Haines
5. Poe
6. Belle & Sebastian
7. Feist
8. Susie Suh
9. Portishead
10. The Dandy Warhols

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posted by Lisa at 2:53 PM |

 
When the Dizzying Highs Don't Subside Overnight
Doctor Blind Please Prescribe the Red One

It was a weekend of ups and downs.

Oleanna - Went very well. Thanks for coming out everyone!

Hanging with Tom - awesome to see him.

Rave - a blast. I've mad hula hoop skills.

D&D - tons of fun, just the thing after a busy weekend

St. Patty's Day - Yay green beer, and good friends

Post St. Patty's Day - Boo green beer, yay good friends.

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posted by Lisa at 8:22 AM |

 
Friday Feast

Appetizer
On a scale of 1-10 (with 10 as highest), how much do you like your own handwriting?
9 - I have very nice handwriting, tiny and neat.

Soup
Do you prefer baths or showers?
Showers.

Salad
What was the last bad movie you watched?
You know, I really can't recall. I was disappointed in "Atonement" but I wouldn't necessarily call it a bad movie.

Main Course
Name something you are addicted to and describe how it affects your life.
I've become addicted to texting. It makes me feel connected to my friends, and I like that.

Dessert
Which instrument is your favorite to listen to?
Because I can't play anything, listening to someone play any instrument feels kind of like watching someone perform magic. They are making music where there was none. I particularly enjoy listening to someone play piano or guitar.

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posted by Lisa at 8:42 AM |

 
Blurred

I didn't sleep well last night. My mind was, per usual, going a mile a minute. I was pondering the day, the evening's rehearsal, and along with a ton of other things on my mind. It's hard to believe that we open tomorrow!

I've been in contact with a few potential roommates - of course, I won't really be able to decide until I go up in April and start meeting people and looking at places. The move has been at the front of mind pretty much constantly. As I said before, now that the decision is made, I want to just go.

I'm trying to just live each day, as I was before I made the decision to move. Everything will work out - it always does - and agonizing over it will only make the time go slower.

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posted by Lisa at 10:01 AM |

 
It Itches!

Seriously, I'd forgotten how much new tattoos itch!

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posted by Lisa at 4:11 PM |

 
Friday Feast
Leftovers

Appetizer
Name one chore you don't really mind doing.
Sweeping and mopping

Soup
How many times have you moved homes in your life?
So far, 7 times.

Salad
How old were you when you had your very first kiss?
I was 13, and it was very awkward.

Main Course
What time of day do you usually feel your best?
Usually around 10 pm - I'm a night owl

Dessert
Using three words or less, describe your current local weather.
Sunny, clear and crisp (It's a lovely day actually ^_^)

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posted by Lisa at 8:33 AM |

 
Ditto

Blarg. I have a dentist appointment this afternoon. Boo-urns. I'd forgotten about it until they called to remind me.

So, I talked to Mom yesterday after work. Now it's official - I'm moving. Yup. I fell madly in love with the city while I was there, so I'm going to move to Montreal. June 1st is the date I've set for myself. I've 12 weeks left in Saint John and will be gone indefinitely.

It's something that's been on my mind for a very long time. The bug kind of hit me about a year ago, but Anthony was tied to his job and I wasn't willing to leave him. But now, I really only have me and my cats to worry about. I know so many people who have been taking the plunge, following their heart and doing those things they want to do - Alex moving, Suzy and John auditioning, and Val deciding to sail for a year. It's been very inspiring, and if they can do it, so can I. Even if I just end up doing what I'm doing now - working full time and doing theatre on the side - at least I'll be in Montreal doing it. If I can get paid for doing what I love, even better.

Of course, now that I've made the decision, I kind of want to go *right now*. :P Anyone want to come with me? It could be a ton of fun! :)

Rehearsal last night was very productive, if difficult. It was our first off book rehearsal without being able to call for lines. Considering we'd only had one rehearsal for each act off book, it was really hard and, for me, very frustrating. I'll be spending the next two nights cramming. I was pretty tired when I got home, but I did treat myself to a beer and an episode of Buffy before bed.

Labels: Daily Life, Stuff, Theatre

posted by Lisa at 8:19 AM |

 
Je suis tres agite

I cannot seem to concentrate at all today. I'm feeling down. I'm feeling restless. I just want to get the heck out of here. I need to do something fun!

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posted by Lisa at 2:15 PM |

 
Friday Feast

Appetizer
Who was the last person you hugged?
Em

Soup
Share a beauty or grooming trick or tip with us.
I'm not the right person to ask - I'm a jeans and t-shirt kind of girl. Um... Translucent powder helps your makeup stay on.

Salad
What does the color yellow make you think of?
Summer

Main Course
If you were to make your living as a photographer, what subject would your pictures revolve around?
Interesting people

Dessert
What was the longest book you ever read?
Umm... I'm not sure. I recently finished 'Pillars of the Earth' which is a beast, but I don't know if that's the longest book I've ever read. I've read a lot of books.

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posted by Lisa at 10:08 AM |

 
Friday Feast

Appetizer
Name one thing that is unique about you.
I think there are many things about me that are unique.

Soup
Fill in the blank: My favorite _________ is __________ but I like _________ too.
My favorite Thai Hut food is the phad thai but I like the green curry too.

Salad
What type of wood do you have for your home’s furnishings?
Not sure. The only real wooden furniture I have is my bedroom stuff and I don't remember.

Main Course
Who do you talk to most often on the phone?
Dre I think. I text the most with Sarah.

Dessert
What level of responsibility do you have in your job?
Right now, probably a 6. I'm just an assistant, so I do mostly grunt work for the time being. Once I'm in a territory it will jump to an 8 I think.

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posted by Lisa at 10:31 AM |

 
Friday Feast

Appetizer
What is your favorite kind of cereal?
I don't eat cereal very often, but I do love 'Captain Crunch.'

Soup
When was the last time you purchased something for your home, what was it, and in which room did it go?
My TV. It lives in my living room.

Salad
What is the funniest commercial you’ve ever seen?
I don't have cable because I loathe commercials.

Main Course
Make up a name for a company by using a spice and an animal (example: Cinnamon Monkey).
Saffron Kitten. What a strange question...

Dessert
Fill in the blank: I haven’t ______ since ______.
I haven't been on a real holiday since Austria.

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posted by Lisa at 8:30 AM |

 
Saturday Night

Is there anything going on Saturday night? If not, anyone up for doing something?

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posted by Lisa at 10:35 AM |

 
Gut Punch

Sometimes - no matter how well you've been doing - you see something unexpectedly that reminds you that it used to hurt and it's like a punch in the stomach. There's a sudden violence about it that makes the bile rise up in your throat and for a few moments you feel sick.

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posted by Lisa at 1:08 PM |

 
Living

I woke up today feeling conflicted and a little down. Then I got into to work and chatted with my former cubemate whose husband is terminally ill and immediately realized I've no reason - no right! - to be down. I have so many people in my life who I care about and who care about me, a good job, a hobby I'm passionate about, and so many things to look forward to. There are two things weighing on my mind, but they are not things I should allow to get me down.

I had a very busy weekend. Friday night I headed to my mom's for lobster dinner with her and Richard. One can't go wrong with lobster, and I hung out there until about 11 pm - it was a good time. I was pretty beat and went home, read for a bit, and then hit the hay relatively early (for me).

Saturday I lounged around in bed until about 11:30 am to get a start on "Pillars of the Earth," our book club selection. I had lunch, and then hit the mall. I didn't really have the extra money, but I really needed jeans. I tried on at least 45 pairs, and ended up with 2. I got home around 6:30, ran to the liquor store, had supper and then got ready for whatever the evening was to hold. Sarah arrived around 8-ish, and we hung out until about 10 before heading to Churchills for a drink. She wasn't feeling great and went home around 11:30/12, and I headed to A Khord to check out the Tom Fun Orchestra. They were excellent - they're this cool folk/rock combo - and I picked up a copy of the cd for myself and one for Jay for his b-day. Dan and Keith were there and I ended up hanging out with them and going to breakfast at the Colonial. I haven't been there in ages! When did it become a breakfast buffet?! Of course, it ended up being way too late when I went to bed. :-P

Sunday I didn't wake up until a little after 11. I grabbed my book, went to Tim's for soup and spent an hour and a half reading. That was pretty much my entirely afternoon - reading. I was able to get through about 400 pages by 7 pm. I didn't finish it, but at least I was able to discuss the book. ^_^ I probably could have finished it, but I'm easily distracted. :-P

Also, new musical obsession: Susie Suh. Beautiful.

Labels: Daily Life, Friends, Music, Stuff

posted by Lisa at 8:31 AM |

 
My Wall is Broken!

Jason came over last night to watch "The Holiday" with me. He said it was cute, but I think he may have exagerated his love of chick flicks. :P I've really been enjoying to get to know people better these past months, and having company is always good. ^_^ I actually kind of love having people over - I adore my apartment so much, that I like sharing it with others.

While he was there, I mentioned my wall-o-heat (tm). He touched it and it wasn't hot! I touched it and it wasn't hot! It wasn't even warm! It was like a normal wall! It still wasn't hot this morning. There was a note under my door when I got home last night indicating they were installing natural gas in my building and something about the water. I don't know if the wall just hadn't had time to reheat after being off all day, or if it won't ever be hot again because they've switched to the gas. I hope it's the former - the wall-o-heat (tm) is one of the charming quirks about my place!

Oh, and guess who slept a full 6 hours? Yup, it was me. Hells yeah! :P

Labels: Daily Life, Friends, Movies, Stuff

posted by Lisa at 9:45 AM |

 
Friday Feast

Appetizer
What is your favorite beverage?
Non-alcoholic: Coke Zero
Alcoholic: Beer, Coors Light of late

Soup
Name 3 things that are on your computer desk at home or work.
Work: Happy Bunny Sign Book, Dracula promo photo of Scott, Kizzy and myself, and a stuff green monkey from "Wicked".
Home: Photo album of pics from TO, a sandstone dish with a maple leaf engraved on it and a stack of cds to put into my iTunes library.

Salad
On a scale of 1-10 (with 10 being highest), how honest do you think you are?
Probably a 9. I don't like to be lied to, so I try not to lie myself. Besides, it doesn't benefit anyone in the end.

Main Course
If you could change the name of one city in the world, what would you rename it and why?
I can't think of any that I would change.

Dessert
What stresses you out? What calms you down?
Hmm... Life can be stressful. Recently, my exam and demo had me stressed out because I wanted to do well and didn't feel prepared. In general though, when I get stressed, I try to meditate or cast, sometimes a long hot shower or bath will do the trick, or even just finding 5 minutes to read will do.

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posted by Lisa at 1:22 PM |

 
Tuckered Out

I am *very* tired today. Last night, I stopped at the grocery store to get, yes, you guessed it, groceries. I ran into Sarah there, and we chatted for a bit. We both ended up at the cash at the same and she generously offered me a lift home. And she helped me bring my groceries in! (Love my apartment - don't love lugging things up 3 stories. :-P) Thanks again Sarah!

I put my groceries away, ate quickly, and then dug into my books to study for my exam. By quarter to 9, my head was starting to hurt, so I stopped. Emily came over at 9 and we watched a couple of episodes of "How I Met Your Mother." (I should be getting commission for getting people addicted. :-P) I thought about doing a bit more studying, but I was so tired and feeling stressed, I tried to go to bed around 11:30. At quarter after 12, I was still awake, so I popped on Facebook, and Dre called to chat for a bit. I tried to sleep again at 1. I ended up half dozing, half reciting random info to myself until about 4 am. At that point, I got up, got on Facebook for a bit (Surprisingly, I wasn't the only one online at that ridiculous hour :-P). Around 4:30 I went back to bed and was able to sleep for a few hours.

My exam went well I think. I'm glad to have it over with. There were a couple of questions that kind of threw me, but I think I at least got those ones partially right. At any rate, I don't think I failed. Now to get through the demo. We had one of our OSSes do an example demo with us, and I feel a little more confident now that I know exactly what I'm supposed to do.

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posted by Lisa at 10:09 AM |

 
Deep Thinker

I'm having a hard time concentrating today. My head is too full of all this information to feel capable of taking in anymore. Besides, my mind keeps wandering and landing on random things.

I'm thinking of travelling with anticipation.
I'm thinking of me, and I'm not sure how I feel about that.
I'm thinking of friends and smiling.
I'm thinking of life and all the things I'm going to do, and am excited.
I'm thinking of complicated things and wondering if I can make them not be complicated by sheer force of will.
I'm thinking of all the things I want, and want to do, and how to get them.

In general, I've been feeling really content. I've got great friends, a new job that I think will be interesting and challenging, goals and plans to look forward to. I've been trying to keep some distance between me and all things negative, and when I feel like down is a possibility, I push it away because its not worth it. Life is so short, and I refuse to let the drama and the bad things define me and how I enjoy the time I've got.

I've been thinking.

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posted by Lisa at 10:09 AM |

 
Friday Feast

Appetizer
What is your middle name? Would you change any of your names if you could? If so, what would you like to be called?
My middle name is Marie. I wouldn't change my name for any reason, not even marriage. ^_^

Soup
If you were a fashion designer, which fabrics, colors, and styles would you probably use the most?
I like clothes with clean, simple lines. I'd use a varity of fabrics and lots of rich colors

Salad
What is your least favorite chore, and why?
Dishes. I have sensative skin and even the gentlest dish soup wrecks havoc on my hands.

Main Course
What is something that really frightens you, and can you trace it back to an event in your life?
I have a lot of nightmares. They tend to be pretty violent. I'm not consciously really afraid of anything, but when I get stressed, overly upset, or I'm not feeling safe and comfortable in my surroundings, the more frequent and more violent the dream. They started after my sister's accident when I was 18.

Dessert
Where are you sitting right now? Name 3 things you can see at this moment.
In training room A at work. I can see my water bottle, training book and pink highlighter

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posted by Lisa at 9:21 AM |

 
Looking Back at 2007

I found this on Mare's site, and I need a break!

1) Where did you begin 2007?
Jenn & Stew’s basement.

2) What was your status by Valentine’s Day?
In a long term relationship

3) Were you working?
Yes

4) Did you get any piercings or tattoos?
Yes, I got a tattoo of a pentacle at the top of my back March 23rd.

5) Did you have to go to the hospital?
Yes, far too many times to count. :-( Let's just say I'm glad that's been figured out.

6) Did you have any encounters with the police?
No

7) Where did you go on holiday?
No real vacations for me last year.

8) What did you purchase that was over $1000?
Not a thing

9) Did you know anybody who got married?
Christine and Andrew, Chris and Suzy, Liz and John, Greg and Chris.

10) Did you know anybody who passed away?
Yes, my grampy died on December 23rd.

11) Did you move anywhere?
Yes, I moved around the corner into my sweet little apartment

12) What concerts/shows did you go to?
I saw a fair amount of theatre, but no concerts

13) Are you registered to vote?
Yes

15) Where do you live now?
Queen Square North

16) Describe your birthday?
I worked during the day, but was able to leave a bit early. I went to Dre's and she did my make-up before we headed to Suwanna for dinner with all of my friends. Kizzy could not make it, so we went to the Blue Olive after dinner to do some dancing and to cheer her on. It was a great day.

17) What’s one thing you thought you’d never do but did in 2007?
Pretty much everything that happened after October 28th...

18) What has been your favorite moment?
Hmm... I had a lot of good times in 2007 - I don't know that I can think of any one thing that stands out as being the best.

19) What lessons did you learn?
Life doesn't always turn out the way you expect it to, but you have to take the good with the bad and try to live your life to the fullest. Love doesn't always last forever. True friends are hard to come by, but you definitely know when you've found them. You never really know someone, no matter how long they've been in your life. Laughter really is the best medicine. You've got to take care of yourself first and foremost - do what you need to do to make yourself happy.

20) Any new additions to your family?
No

21) What was your best month?
May was a great month - I had a lot of fun and some great memories

22) What music will you remember 2007 by?
"Autumn's Here" by Hawksley Workman, my running mix

23) Made new friends?
Yes, a few.

24) New best friend?
Yes and no. I always considered Dre my best friend, but I didn't realize how much I could count on her to be there for me. I love her dearly.

25) Favorite Night out?
Outdoor hot tubbing in February / dancing with Michelle at Club Montreal in May / Kizzy letting me sing a tune with her at the Blue Olive

26) What do you expect in 2008?
I have a lot of plans for the year. I'm planning to visit a friend at the end of February-ish. I am going to begin training in March to run the half-marathon at the Blue Nose in Halifax in May. I am going to go to England and Scotland with Dre in August or September. I am going to take care of myself and do whatever makes me happy. I am going to see where life leads me. I am going to live up being single (I'd always regretted getting involved in a serious relationship so young) and I'm totally going to play "Have you met..." with my single girlfriends. I'm going to indulge. I'm going ot live, love, learn and laugh.

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posted by Lisa at 3:00 PM |

 
Renewed

I had a really great weekend. I pretty much hibernated. I got to spend some quality time with a few good friends, I got to relax, I got to indulge, and at the end of it, was left feeling renewed. I don't know how else to describe it. Saturday, I was happy. Sunday, I was happy. Today, I'm happy (if a little bored. Why must training materials always be so dry?!).

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posted by Lisa at 3:57 PM |

 
Happy New Year!

Best wishes for 2008!

I am glad that this year will be over in about 12 hours. The last couple of months were pretty awful, and I've no doubt that 2008 will be better.

The holidays in particular were pretty terrible. My grandfather died on the morning of the 23rd unexpectedly. I was already on route to NS with Dre and we had to turn around so I could come home. Christmas was a pretty lonely and depressing time for me, the funeral on Saturday was brutal - I was a bit of a mess by the end of it - and I'm glad it's all over.

I did get to spend some quality time with friends and family though, and that's a good thing.

I'm looking forward to the shindig at S&A's tonight. It should be big fun! I've got my bubbly, and a fun new top to wear. I'm not sure what to bring though. I doubt I'm going to be able to get to the grocery store and I don't really have anything potluck-y at home. I'm hoping they'll let us go home early today from work so I can make it to the Market. Maybe I can get some samosas or something...

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posted by Lisa at 10:36 AM |

 
A Bad Case of the Mondays

I find myself feeling very down today. It's likely due to the fact that I didn't sleep well thanks to the hijinks of a certain cat who seems to have made her mission to drive me crazy. I think she had me up every 30 to 45 minutes. I almost locked her in the bathroom, I was getting so frustrated with her.

It was a busy weekend, which is just what I like. Friday night Dre had invited me, Jay, Lisa and Keith to come to her place and we played "Betrayal at House on the Hill." Man, I love that game. We chatted for a bit before and after and before you know it, it was midnight and time to head home.

Saturday was an early morning as we had to be at East Point to do our Dickens thing from 10 to 2. It was very cold, but it was fairly busy so the morning flew by. Dre dropped me off at the mall at 2:15 and I started my Christmas shopping. I was a lean, mean shopping machine! I got in. I got out. It was 4:30 when I got into the cab, completely finished my shopping. ^_^ Due to the move, money is tight, but thanks to the gift card I'd won, I was able to get a small something for everyone on my list. I was able to relax for a bit, wrap my Secret Santa gift, show some love to the kitties, and get ready before heading to Jenn and Stew's with Brian. The potluck, party and gift swap was a lot of fun. I got a $25 gift card and a book by Kevin Smith (I didn't even know he had a book!) from my awesome Secret Santa. I bailed with Matt at about midnight though - it had been a full day and I was beat.

Sunday I was up at 8:30 thanks to that certain kitty previously mentioned. I lounged about in bed reading until about 10-ish. I spent some time doing apartment stuff and then settled in to wrap presents. A little after 12 I dropped some stuff of at Anthony's that had accidentally been packed and moved, ran down to the Bargain Shoppe for some gift tags and tissue paper and headed home. I also did some laundry. I'd totally been spoiled with the washer and dryer in my apartment the last 3 years - I'd forgotten what a pain in the ass it is to take your laundry out. I think I may just do the old drop off thing at the Princess Street Laudromat in the future. It's only $2 more a load and I don't have to do it. I also had a very enlightening conversation with my stepdad in the evening - he'd called to see what I wanted for Christmas (and I thought I'd left my shopping until the last minute).

I have to admit to a moment of weakness around 10:30 or so. Maybe it was dropping the stuff off earlier, or may but I found myself feeling very down. I broke down and had a good cry, the first one in well over week. I'm am doing much better, but sometimes it all still gets to me. I ended up staying up too late, uploading photos etc. because I wasn't quite ready to go to bed alone.

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posted by Lisa at 1:17 PM |

 
Friday Feast

Appetizer
Make up a word and give us its definition.
Snordision - the sound a person makes in the back of their nose when disgusted (by stupidity specifically).

Soup
What is currently your favorite song?
I've had "Chick Habit" in my head for two weeks!

Salad
What’s at the top of your Christmas wish list this year?
Future Shop gift cards - I need a new TV badly. I've got my eye on a fancy 32" HD Flat Screen.

Main Course
Name a scent that reminds you of someone special in your life.
Thermasilk shampoo makes me think of Dre.

Dessert
Who is someone on television that you feel probably shouldn’t be, and why?
Jennifer Love Hewitt because she can't act!

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posted by Lisa at 9:36 AM |

 
When You Live Alone

It's hard to resist having just hummus and pita for supper. :-P

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posted by Lisa at 4:26 PM |

 
If You Were Wondering

What to get me for Christmas, that is, Future Shop gift cards are the way to go! ^_^

My TV is on it's death bed. It's humming. The sound is terrible. It's going to die.

My birthday is also approaching. :-P

Which Reminds Me...

I really should start my Christmas shopping... ~_^

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posted by Lisa at 2:28 PM |

 
Friend

–noun 1. a person attached to another by feelings of affection or personal regard.
2. a person who gives assistance; patron; supporter: (ex: friends of the Boston Symphony)
3. a person who is on good terms with another; a person who is not hostile: "Who goes there? Friend or foe?"

Acquaintance

–noun 1. a person known to one, but usually not a close friend.
2. the state of being acquainted.
3. personal knowledge as a result of study, experience, etc. (ex: a good acquaintance with French wines.)
4. (used with a plural verb) the persons with whom one is acquainted.

Which do you think you are right now? It certainly doesn't feel like the former...

And even though you haven't asked, I'm doing better.

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posted by Lisa at 9:40 AM |

 
Holiday Getting to Know You

1. Egg Nog or Hot Chocolate?
That's a tough one but I'd have to go with egg nog.

2. Does Santa wrap the presents or just sit them under the tree?
Wrapped, of course!

3. Colored or white lights?
Colored.

4. Do you hang mistletoe?
No.

5. When do you put your decorations up?
Usually the first week of December. This year, I'll be doing it this week.

6. Favorite holiday dish?
I love the turkey dinner - I'm a traditionalist. ^_^

7. Favorite Holiday memory as a child?
Hmm... Probably getting completely tangled up with my sister in garland when I was 6 or 7 and she was only 1 or 2.

8. When and how did you learn the truth about Santa?
I honestly don’t remember.

9. Do you open a gift on Christmas Eve?
Yes. Although, because Anthony and I opened our presents from his parents there, we didn't open any at home.

10. How do you decorate your Christmas tree?
With lots of colored lights, fancy bulbs and red ribbon.

11. Snow: Love it or hate it?
I used to be a big fan. I probably will be again when the memories don't hurt so much...

12. Can you ice skate?
No.

13. Do you remember your favorite gift?
Hmm... That's a tough one. In recent years, the print Anthony made me of the "Noises Off" stuff and the white gold necklace with my birthstone are very treasured. As a kid, it's hard to remember, although the My Little Pony Dream House ranks pretty high. ^_^

14. What's the most important thing about the Holidays for you?
This year, I'm kind of dreading the whole thing and I'm having kind of a hard time thinking of the positives.

15 . What is your favorite holiday dessert?
I don't think I have one... I like them all. :-P

16. What is your favorite holiday tradition?
I'm going to have to find a new one... :-(

17. What is on top of your tree?
A multi-pointed star.

18. Which do you like best giving or receiving?
It's a tie. ^_^

19. What is your favorite Christmas Song?
"Santa Baby" with "Carol of the Bells" and "Oh, Holy Night" tying at 2nd.

20. Do you like candy canes?
Yes

21. What is your most desired Christmas wish?
That's probably pretty obvious, but I feel that is very unlikely to happen. I guess I just have to hope for the strength to get through it and hope the new year starts and ends better than this one.

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posted by Lisa at 4:09 PM |

 
Getting By

This has been a very long week. Work has been crazy busy, I've been working my butt off trying to get unpacked and trying to adjust to my new home. I've been feeling kind of lonely and missing him like mad but I've been trying to keep my friends close. I have actually been doing okay. I've had whole blocks of minutes where I didn't feel completely miserable. Wednesday, I don't think I cried at all and I guess that is something.

Last night I headed down to John's temp apartment for a super fun TMNT adventure. It was action packed, and we had a lot of laughs and really great moments. It was full of suspense and hijinks. At one point, John announced that nuclear warheads had been fired and the bombs would go off at some point between 9:40 and 10:20 pm and from then on, we were playing in real time. Every time we would get into discussions, he would look at his watch pointedly. :-P

We finished up a little after 10, and Doug and Colleen swung by about 10:35 to take us out to the airport to meet Sabine's flight. She seemed pleasantly surprised to have such an exhuberant welcome. ^_^ She looked tired, understandably, so we didn't stick around long. I'm so glad she's back!

By the time I got home it was 11:45 and there was a note on the door that they would be changing my locks and installing my shelves etc. today. So I got everything ready, wrote out the instructions regarding what was to go where, and made sure everything was handy. It was one by the time I turned out the light.

I'm a bit tired today, but at least its Friday.

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posted by Lisa at 10:44 AM |

 
Friday Feast

Appetizer
What was the last game you purchased?
Wow, I honestly cannot remember!

Soup
Name something in which you don’t believe.
Cheating on your partner. There is absolutely no excuse for it.

Salad
If you could choose a celebrity to be your boss, who would you pick?
I don't know that I would want a celebrity for a boss. They all seem a little nuts. :-P

Main Course
What was a lesson you had to learn the hard way?
How important open communication is to a relationship. If you or your partner is unhappy or having issues, you must talk about it. Otherwise he walks out on you out of the blue and leaves your heart in pieces on the floor and can't give you a clear idea as to why.

Dessert
Describe your idea of the perfect relaxation room.
A room with warm colors, a large comfy mat in the center of the floor, an altar and circle candles placed and lit, incense buringing.

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posted by Lisa at 10:37 AM |

 
Memory

I've always had a soft spot for snow. It always triggers a memory that has always made me smile and always gave me a warm feeling inside. On the bus last night, watching the snow fall, I was reminded again of that time, and it made me cry.

I wonder, did you remember too? Did it make you sad? Or does that no longer mean anything to you too?

I think it may be a long time before I can again look at snow fondly.

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posted by Lisa at 9:13 AM |

 
Post Move Monday

Friday night I spent the evening finishing up the remainder of my packing. I did laundry, cramped stuff into book bags and suitcases and stacked boxes for ease of moving. By the time I finished everything, it was 1 am. I feel bad that I missed 'Little Shop of Horrors' at SJHS, but considering how late I was up, it's for the best.

I was up at 8:30 on Saturday morning. I got dressed and packed everything that was left. That hour and a half was pretty long - even though I knew he wouldn't, a part of mew as hoping he'd call and tell me not to move. :-( Help started arriving at 10 am. With 4 hatchbacks, 2 sedans, 1 van and 1 truck and lots of help, it was the smoothest move ever. We had everything into the new apartment by 12:30. A bunch of us had lunch in the Market, and then went our separate ways.

Again, I cannot thank everyone enough for all the help. So thank you Dre, Keith, Jay, Lisa, Scott T, Alison, Kizzy, Kristi, Brian, John, Val, Moyle, Sarah, Scott M, Mare, Nicole and Colleen - I could not have done it without each and every one of you. *big hugs*

Dre and Nicole came back to the new place to help me start getting things together, and Colleen showed a bit after that. We managed to get the furniture placed and some stuff unpacked before it was time to head to Dre's to get showered and ready for my work party. We headed out a little after 6 looking very sassy. We met up at our hotel room, hung out for a bit, and then went down to enjoy dinner.

In all, it was a really good time. The meal was very tasty, the company was excellent, I had a hot date, and to top it all off, I won the grand prize - a $500 gift certificate for McAlister Place! After the month I've had, it was nice to have something go my way. ^_^ We ended up bailing at 11:30 - we were exhausted!

I slept in on Sunday, had a light breakfast, and did some unpacking. Dre picked me up a little after 12 and we headed to the mall. I used my gift certificate to buy an ottoman, which opens to provide some extra storage, a nice curtain rod for my living room, and tie back hook things for both rooms. The rest will go towards Christmas present. ^_^ We also stopped in Wicker Emporium, and I got two nice trays to provide a nice hard service for my new ottoman (on sale for $5.99 I must add), 4 throw pillows, and a really nice wooden coat hook thing for behind my door (that heart shaped thing has gotta go!). We made one last stop at Kents and I picked up two shelves for the kitchen, a wooden 'B' for my bathroom key (:-P) and a stud finder.

Dre and I spent the remainder of the afternoon putting together my new bookshelves, and sorting my books. We hit Quality for dinner and then it was off to Brenda's to do a costume fitting. Our costumes are very fun! The evening was spent quietly. I found my work clothes - very important - uploaded pictures and watched a movie while curled up with the cats. I got really down around 10:30 or so - it's going to take some time getting used to being on my own - and I'm still hurting quite a bit. I feel better than I did, but it's still a little hard to beleive that he's okay just throwing away 6 years together.

Tonight I'm going to try to plough through the rest of my stuff. I've got to get the shelves up in the kitchen before I can get everything away, but I'm optimistic.

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posted by Lisa at 11:14 AM |

 
Friday Feast

Appetizer
What is your favorite carnival/amusement park ride?
It's always the rollercoasters. I love rollercoasters.

Soup
How do you react in uncomfortable social situations?
I try to put on a good face and act normally.

Salad
On a scale of 1-10 with 10 being highest, how much do you enjoy discussing deep, philosophical topics?
I guess it depends on the topic and who I'm discussing it with. If it is a discussion with someone who has total tunnel vision and is not open to other opinions etc. than probably a 1 or a 2. If it is a real give and take kind of discussion, than an 8 or a 9.

Main Course
Did you get a flu shot this year? If not, do you plan to?
I did for the first time this year because I have the immune system of a radish. (That's for you Kris! ~_^)

Dessert
Approximately how many hours per week do you spend watching television?
Well, I don't have cable... ^_^ Actually, it depends. Sometimes I'll rent an entire season of a show and watch it in one week. If I don't feel like watching a movie, I'll pop in an episode of Buffy or Firefly. Sometimes I don't have time to watch anything and go entire weeks without even turning the tv on.

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posted by Lisa at 1:02 PM |

 
Somebody save me
Let your waters break right through
Somebody save me
I don't care how you do it
Just save, save me
-Remy Zero

From myself. Please. I don't know what's wrong with me. I vow that I'm going to be tough and then the next thing you know, I go and do something stupid and end up feeling like a complete ass.

Today, I'm going to try harder. I'll try to stay strong, resist those impulses that just result in me hurting more and feeling stupid, and get through the day. If I can do it just once, then tomorrow won't be so hard, right?

Please Week, Just End

How is it possible that the week can be dragging and speeding by all at the same time? It's Thursday, I wish it was Friday. I don't want to move. I can't wait to move. I've been here an hour and I just want to leave. I don't want to go home to that empty apartment again. *sigh*

Last night I went to Dre's after work. We packed up all of my dishes, dried goods etc. on Tuesday, so she'd offered to feed me for the rest of the week. She's awesome. ^_^ We popped in "Robin Hood: Men in Tights" for some entertainment while we ate. She also started to paint above her mantel, but we were interupted by the arrival of Richard McQueen (I think that's his last name anyway) and his friend. He's brought a copy of two of his short pieces for Dre because she had a small part in one as well as did hair/make up/wardrobe.

One was the short film "My Immortalit" starring Alex. He actually won best actor at the Silver Wave festival for it, and it really is well deserved. He was, of course, excellent in it.

After they left, Dre finished applying the first coat of paint and we finished the movie. It had been years and years since I'd seen it - I'd forgotten how fun it is. I headed home around quarter after 10. I should have done that last bit of packing, but I couldn't bear to. Tonight and tomorrow will be soon enough I guess.

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posted by Lisa at 8:58 AM |

 
One Month Down

And I wish I could says all was well. I'm still having a really hard time with all of this. As much as I'm trying to deal, it's tough. My heart isn't as smart as my brain. :-( I am trying, I really am, but there are still moments that are brutally difficult. I feel a lot of it is my fault...

Last night Dre came over around 7 to help pack. Suzy and Jay M. came over around 8-ish (Suzy with an awesome early birthday present in the form of black clutch. Thanks Suzy!). Between the three of us, we managed to get 85-90% of my stuff packed. I realized that without me, it's just going to be an apartment. Turns out I was the one that made it a home. I've got to figure out what I'll wear the next couple of days, and get the rest of my clothes packed, along with the odds and ends left over.

I also had a panic attack when Brock called around 7:30 to say that he got called in to work on Saturday and could not get out of it. Since he was the one with the truck, I was pretty worried. I ended up calling Anthony's parents because I couldn't think of anyone else with a truck, and they are more than happy to come in and help. I was literally in tears, I was so grateful. Brock felt really bad - he offered to take me out to dinner or something next week to make it up to me. He's a doll.

I went to bed a little after midnight, but could not get my brain to shut off. I tossed and turned until about one, turned on my light and read for about 40 minutes before my eyes were so heavy I thought I could actually get some sleep. Anthony loaned me 'The Kite Runner' so I started that. So far so good!

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posted by Lisa at 9:17 AM |

 
Stress Belly - Day 2

Dre invited me to have supper with her before heading out to Jay and Lisa's for some D&D. It was a short session, but fun. I got to kill a couple of things - just what I needed to feel better. I got some cool new spells, plus my shape shift ability got an 'upgrade' when I leveled.

I was so tired I went right to bed, but ended up being so overtired I couldn't actually fall asleep. I got up and poked around on the computer until midnight and then finally was able to sleep.

I'm not as tired today, and thus not so emotional. I am still super stressed about the move though. My heart is rebelling against what my brain is telling me will be a good thing. I know that moving will be good, but my heart is not quite so willing to accept defeat. It all still seems wrong. I'll get there... I've also never really lived alone, and I often have intruder nightmares (nightmares which have come back full force in the last month) so I'm a little freaked out about the whole thing.

Today I'm actually flip flopping back and forth between feeling hurt and sad to feeling a bit angry about everything. I suppose that's good too - that's the next step in healing, or so they say. This is completely terrible, and unfair, but not my fault, and that is making me kind of mad.

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posted by Lisa at 10:02 AM |

 
Hey World

Please stop. I'd like to get off now.

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posted by Lisa at 2:16 PM |

 
Stress Belly

My stomach is so upset right now I feel like I'm on the verge of vomiting. I didn't sleep well last night, so I'm overtired, upset and queasy. *sigh* I didn't get to bed until about 2 am, woke up around 5:00 and then dozed off and on until my alarm went off. All told, if I got 4 hours sleep, I'd count myself lucky.

The weekend, for the most part, was pretty good. Only a couple of really tough moments - thank the gods for shoulders to cry on. Friday night I bought some awesome curtains for my new place, leveled up my D&D character and then went to karaoke with Jay and Lisa M. I had thought of also popping in to see Kizzy sing, but I was in serious need of karaoke therapy. ^_^

Saturday was a busy day. Dre and I spent the afternoon shopping. I did find an awesome red dress for my work party and that was the whole point of the shopping trip. It's sassy and classy (It also provides a bit of glue for my tattered ego. It's been kind of hard to feel special, attracive or desirable after being dumped, no matter how easy he tried to let you down. :-(). We also took a peek in Winners and Pier 1 to see if I could spot any coffee table type things but I had no luck at all. We ran into Colleen on the way into Winners and she invited us to have dinner and watch movies with her and Doug. It was a good evening - wine, good food and we watched "Mannequin." Awesomely bad. ^_^

Yesterday I went with Dre, Nicole, Holly and Holly's friend to see 'Enchanted.' It was super fun - really cute and witty. There were a number of 'laugh out loud moments.' The movie finished just in time for us to head over to Sarah's for our book club meeting, which was a good time. I got home around 10, ended up having a meltdown around 10:30, called Dre, and she came over and took care of me until 1 am.

I'm trying, I am. This past week felt a lot like the first week all over again, and I'm having a hard time. I'm dreading moving and looking forward to it at the same time. He's been gone four weeks, but it feels like it just happened yesterday and moving means it really is over. I mean, I know that it is, but to quote Albee, believing what you know to be true, that's the hard part. My heart doesn't want to listen to what my brain is telling it. :'-(

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posted by Lisa at 10:14 AM |

 
Friday Feast

Appetizer
What was your first “real” job?
I worked at the Pumpkin Patch on the west side when I was 15.

Soup
Where would you go if you wanted to spark your creativity?
I like to walk in the rain when I need to think about, well, anything really.

Salad
Complete this sentence: I am embarrassed when…
... I get drunk and make a fool of myself at a party. Oh wait, that was last weekend.

Main Course
What values did your parents instill in you?
To work hard but love harder.

Dessert
Name 3 fads from your teenage years.
Hmm... Club Monacco sweaters, black Adiadas sneakers and oversized mittens.

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posted by Lisa at 9:10 AM |

 
Friday Plans?

Anyone up for doing something tomorrow night? I was half thinking karaoke might be fun, but I'm still a little scratchy and squeaking from the show (all that screaming caught up with me), but I'm game for whatever anyone else wants to do.

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posted by Lisa at 1:25 PM |

 
Is it Silly

To wonder if he's missing me like I'm missing him? I don't imagine he misses me as much - after all, he is the one who wanted out - but surely he must miss me a bit?

Sorry, that was my moment of weakness. I'm very tired today and the more tired I am, the more emotional. *sigh*

Last night I spent a bit of time after supper straightening up the apartment to prepare for company. It's a bit of a disaster, of course, with all the boxes etc. lying about, but I swept and ran the Swiffer over the floor. Suzy, Dre, Sarah and Emily came over and we watched chick flicks. Is there a better chick flick than "Dirty Dancing?" Is there no bad feelings that Swayze cannot make feel better, at least for a little while? I think not! ^_^ Suzy and Dre left after the first movie, and I popped in "Step Up," thinking to keep it on just until Em and Sarah left, but we watched the entire thing. It was about 12:25 when they left, and I was up until about 1.

Since I haven't been getting more than 6 hours sleep anyway, that didn't bother me too much, but I'd forgotten about the work being done in our driveway. Why must construction start at 6:45 am? Especially when working in the yard of an apartment building. Do they not realize people might, just might, still be in bed an that time? Maybe some are, but I'd be willing to bet that most are not. *shakes fist* I'm pretty exhausted today, but that seems to be par for the course of late.

Today is US Thanksgiving and I've been invited to share turkey dinner with Liz and John. I do love turkey. Hopefully I won't fall asleep at the table. :-P

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posted by Lisa at 9:29 AM |

 
Okay

Yesterday was kind of an okay day. Work was busy, and I only had a couple of really hard moments where I had to get away from my desk. I went to the gym with Dre after work, and we did a good upper body workout. As it was our first workout in a while, we took it easy, but it felt good to go.

Afterwards, we headed to the Superstore for some groceries. By the time we did that, it was 8:30. We ate some sushi in the parking lot and then headed to the mall to do some dress shopping.

It turns out McAllister is only open until 9 pm. I was sure it was 9:30. I tried on a few dresses in RW & Co. One was referred to as the 'devil dress' by the sales guy. Apparently it only looks good on the mannequin - it certainly did nothing for me. There was one red dress that looked good, but it was cute, not sassy. I want a dress that will look hot! ^_^

By the time Dre dropped me off and I got the groceries away, it was 10. I surfed about on Facebook for a while, then watched an episode of Rome. I've been watching it through for a second time with the special feature "All Roads Lead to Rome" on. It pops up information throughout the course of each episode about the era - its fascinating! As someone who practices a multi-deity faith, I'm particularly enjoying the info regarding the role religion played in the lives of the Roman people.

I ended up being up until about 12:30 though. Even though I'm only getting between 4 and 6 hours of sleep, when I usually need 8, I been having a hard time falling asleep, and when I do sleep, it is fitful. I've been having nightmares again - I guess its because I'm feeling less safe than before - so I'm waking often, and its hard to fall back to sleep until I've checked the apartment, assured the safety of Zedd and Kaylee, and my heart stops racing.

I'm skipping improv tonight. Maybe in a couple of months I'll be up to it, but after being forced to spend so much time with Anthony during 'Dracula,' I just can't. He's given up D&D and Turtles for the next couple of months, and its not fair to ask him to give up improv too. I'm looking forward to having a bit of company tonight though. I'm thinking "Dirty Dancing" and "Step Up."

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posted by Lisa at 9:36 AM |

 
And Are We Still Solemn and Bleeding?

And are we still swimming in water
that was already wet?
It's over, it's over, it is.
-Lisa Loeb

So the play is over. After the long and potentially disasterous dress rehearsal, we managed to get through opening night with minimal mistakes and the show really progressed. We've been getting positive feedback and everyone seemed to have really enjoyed it.

The cast party was, as many of you already know, a bit of a disaster. There was too much drinking (on my part as well as others) and I spent a large portion of the night sobbing on the shoulder of various friends. In the end, I just ended up hurting myself - literally - and had Kizzy, Kristi, Nicole and Brock take care of me. Nicole and Brock came home with me and stayed, which I really appreciated because I don't think I could have been home alone. I was in really rough shape.

Again, I'm sorry to everyone if I ruined the party for anyone, but I do appreciate the overwhelming support and caring I've received from you all.

Sunday we went for a late (late) breakfast with Dre and then it was off to see "Beowulf" with Jay and Lisa, Brock and Nicole and Sarah. It wasn't the best movie ever, but entertaining. Dre, being my girl, took me to her place and fed me supper before heading to co-host Jay's INXS special edition of his radio show. Chris and Suzy came over and watched "Audition" with me, a crazy Japanese film that Stephen had loaned me. The entire movie is a slow lead up to the creepiest last 15 minutes ever. The more I think about it, the more I liked it.

Yesterday, despite being up late and having only got 3 hours of sleep after the cast party, I was up at 8 am. I did managed to get in another hour between 10 and 11. I had lunch, and went through the Christmas decorations, separating them into two boxes. Anthony and I have agreed that seeing each other right now is not wise, so he's willing to trust that I'll be fair sorting out who gets what.

It's really not fair that one person can just decided "Hey, it's over" without thinking of all the other things involved in leaving. Going through our stuff has been incredibly difficult - a huge portion of the things in our apartment right were purchased together or given as gifts to the both of us - and every item holds a memory. I'm the only left alone in the home that we shared, tearing it into pieces and its horrible. I'm definitely going to need help getting through it; its really hard doing it on my own.

I met Dre for coffee at 3. After our coffee break, we ran into Stephen and I chatted with him until Colleen walked by on her coffee break, and I joined her. I didn't end up leaving the mall until 5 pm. Dre invited Keith and I to eat with her, and I ended up going out to Jay and Lisa's to jump back into the D&D game. It was a lot of fun, and good to think about something else for a little while.

I'd rather be anywhere but here today, but that's how I've been feeling about work these past couple of weeks. It's hard to focus...

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posted by Lisa at 10:11 AM |

 
Lessons

I learned a valuable lesson last night. I will no longer be walking home alone after midnight.

After a great opening night, a good chunk of the cast and crew headed to Mexi's for our opening night reception. I stayed for one drink, leaving about 12:15. I thought briefly of asking one of the guys to walk me home, but John and Keith were hanging with Anthony, and it was raining to boot, and I didn't want to impose, so off I went. I headed up Princess, and as I approached Charlotte street, I became aware of three young men coming towards me.

They were obviously very drunk.

"Hey blondie," slurred one. "You should hang out with us." I tried to ignore them, but he stepped in front of me.

"No thanks," I said, and tried to step around him. He moved in front of me again. Now his buddies were in on it. I backed up, and tried to cross to go around them. Again, they shifted to block my path.

"Come on. Don't be like that." This went on for what felt like forever. It was probably just a moment, but my heart was beating really fast. I was getting quite scared. I reached into my pocket and pulled out my phone.

"I will call 911 if you don't let me by." They hesitated and then the ringleader threw up his hands.

"Whatever." He shifted, made a mock 'after you' gesture. "Bitch." I ran the rest of the way home.

I've lived uptown for almost 6 years. I've never felt nervous walking or worried about my safety until last night. It was really scary. I think the next time, I will definitely impose.

I ended up being awake until about 1:30. Between that scare, the show, a misunderstanding that caused some hurt feelings, and everything else that has been going on, I was wired for sound. Nicole loaned me her amethest that she uses for casting and meditating (she thought I could use the calming effect-how sweet is she?!). I pulled it out, and spent some time getting myself focused and relaxed.

I feel much better today, if tired. I feel a bit hollow, which is a weird feeling. I'm still emotional - I can feel all the hurt, anger and loss still below the surface - but its not overwhelming me the way it has been.

I've received some great feedback from folks who watched the show last night. Apparently there was also a favorable review on CBC this morning as well. ^_^ Yay us!

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posted by Lisa at 11:07 AM |

 
Feeling Sick

My stomach is in knots. The last two days I slept so terribly and felt so ill that I took them off of work. Being here today is rough.

I know now that there is nothing to hope for. It hurts but its good to know the truth of the matter, and I can focus on healing. I just need to get through the show.

The dress rehearsal went fairly well although it did run long. Trying to get everything together for the first time caused our energy to suffer, but for the most part, it went pretty good. It felt like Anthony and I were avoiding each other all night, which didn't help. We still have to work together this week, as hard as it is, and it doesn't make it easier feeling like he's trying to avoid banging into be backstage (which really isn't that large an area) and won't meet my eye. Maybe he just feels bad for hurting me so very much, or maybe he thinks that will make it easier. Maybe he's not doing that at all, and I'm just over-sensative (which could well be the case).

I don't know anything right now. I'm feeling really lost, hurt and confused.
I don't know how to do this. :(

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posted by Lisa at 9:24 AM |